♥ Friday, September 30, 2005♥
*`*`*`* Feeling sad*`*`*`*
Today I am kinda excited.. After work will meet up with my Dearie at Tampinese cos I am going to change new handphone again.. *hehe*.. after a one week cOnsideration I still have decide to get the "Nokia 3230" today.. *yeah*... Can say goodbye to my old E800C... But I am also very sad.. because of this changing phone thingy.. somehow have caused some sadness and disappointed in me.. 
*haiz*.. to change a new phone, can be a quite hassle things to do.. you have to do all the back up things.. save this and that.. but the angry things is that.. don't even knOw why now.. all the memory in the phone cannot be back up into the pc at all.. I was so sad that I have to delete everything away without saving.. the pictures, message, Phonebook, and etc.. all cannot be back up.. ! what have went wrong?? Can anyone tell me..? Or can anyone help me to do it?? I was really kinda sad.. when Xing yu also have tried to help me do the back up.. but still not able to do so.. but anyway .. maybe it really diff to get the data out without the proper Program file.. somemore everything are so in rush.. so.. have ready to discard everything and next time then get it back into the new phone.. anyway even transfer the data out.. there also no way to transfer to another new phone. so no point..Haiz.. the whole day the mood was really very down.. sometimes I feel so tired... thinking alot of things.. which people might said.. why I need to worry so much for these when everything are just like.. things which I shouldnt bothered it so much at all.. but it not that I wanna bother.. I just feel I should care. I just want to care..but anyway it all over already.. on this day.. he have told me.. everything is over.... I feel so sad. but I can't cry.. I don't have tears to cry at all.. I just feel so tired.. thinking of it.. I also don't feel like thinking of it.. but simply don't want to get out of my mind... the feeling so down.. finally .. feel abit more better ... cos after such a long day of trying of the phone back up.. Alex.. just tried it a few times.. and it all done.. just before we knocked off.. *Yeah* happy abit ... then finally it time to go home.. so eagerly to get my new phone.. *hehe*.. and meet up with Dearie.. but too bad.. by the time everything was done... both of us have no time to have dinner together.. then I have to headed home myself.. and wait for him to come back for supper with me liao le.. time seem to pass very slowly.. like 1 min = 1 hr.. so slow.. haiz.. then .. later at midnight.. have planned to go Malaysia with Weiqiang, Bengkhoon and Lida.. to have Dim Sum as supper.. but it was really long and tiring night cos the jams was such a long waiting.. by the time complete everything was already 4am ++.. really so tired.. when reached home.. quickly wash up and turn in..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 7:32 PM
♥ Thursday, September 29, 2005♥
"We Belong Together"
I didn't mean it
When I said
I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don'tHear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please,
'causeWe belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now
'Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing thingsCrying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling insideI need you
Need you back in my life baby
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 4:40 AM
♥ Monday, September 26, 2005♥
Hmm.. slept at 3am+ last night.. thought can wake up later cos it still a Sunday.. but no!.. because of something on in Dearie House... I have to wake up early and then help to do some shiftiing and cleaning of the room for Dearie.. as the two brothers have to change each other room due to some personal reason.. Though have so much unwillingness to move.. cos everything belong to us..thinking of the stupid big bed going thru the small hole.. electronics appliances which have alot of wires hanging here and there.. clothings and etc... no matter what.. have to move and that it.. THEN becos of this.. made Dearie.. pissed off.. and I "tio" another nagging from him!.. because of what?? said.. everything so troublesome.. just can't wait to moved out and apply for our own private space.. ask me when I can be more stable and then get to plan for our future soon.. ! the main.. is just can't wait to get out of the house soon!. Despite that we really have got the best room of cos.. the space is sure bigger than the previous one which we are in..More nicely decorated with the new sliding door intact.. But I am sure his brother feel sad and even angry cos of so many effort he have put to decorate the room so nicely.. and just one word for the sake of well-being for himself.. no choice.. *haiz*.. we were all being force to do so.. ! can't blame us.. hmm.. the whole Sun was really so busy packing and unpacked.. like moving house.. cos there are so much things to do.. however.. we also never failed to make up some of our revision.. as planned we headed to Tampinese about 3pm+.. then met up with Mai Yuxing.. and he sit there chating and revise with me.. "revise"?? hmm.. ya.. revise.. ! haha.. then he Show me a few of his so called Blog in his PDA.. haha.. *blush*... while waiting for my Dearie to come and fetch me when he have done with his project with his classmates lo.. yeah.. sit down for going to 2hrs.. then when Dearie came for me. he also have to go back to his *Elise* - his wife... *haha*..of cos shouldnt hold him up any further.. then we just bid goodbye and left.. Dearie bring me walk around the shopping mall.. waiting for the time to go for dinner.. then we went to Find out that I am able to sign a new phone *Nokia 3230* for onli $298..!.. made me so tempting that I wanna sign one immediately.. but too bad.. Dearie talking again.. saying this and that la. whether I am ok with it anot.. will I have any problem after taking the phone and etc.. $$$ of cos.. ! never rich enough to say.. yeah I have no problem.. ! so also thinking whether is it a must to get a new phone despite that I have only get the E800C not long this year.. haiz.. keep changing phone also can be quite a hassles.. and wasting of money just wanna to follow the trend and etc.. but do people have so much $$ to afford to follow the trend every now and then?? haiz.. thinking of trade in my phone.. also kinda unbear with it.. cos it so cute and small just good for lady use.. ! Finaly decision is.. never buy it in the end.. cos he asked me to wait and think for another 1 more week before I decide anything.. he know me.. always very rush and decisive without any plan at all.. end up.. always regret.. ! After dinner.. we headed home and continue with out room chores.. otherwise the whole night no need to sleep liao le.. with the bed full of things.. see liao also headache.. ! Finally all done.. bedsheet also change to a clean one.. then turned in at 12am+.. with such a tiring mind..
*End of the Sunday*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:30 PM
♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005♥
*So sick.. for the day since last night... suppose to plan outing to Malaysia today.. but just because I have forgotten to bring my passbook.. then everything have to be cancelled.. and I have to stay home and wait for Dearie to come back from Malaysia then bring me out to Town for a walk and shopping.. Was kinda sad... cos usually I will never leave him to go Malaysia alone unless I am not available for him. but just because of my forgetfulness... have made me so guilty for not able to go with him today.. and somemore.. have picked a fight with him before he goes out.. recently have always pick fight with him for trival matter.. I also don't know why.. fed up fed up sometimes.. but I really don't know where the problems lies with.. I already keep trying to calm myself.. and wanna get into his hug and feel the warm.. and forget everything.. but seeing him and that face.. *sob* the thinking of mine comes again.. so stress ah... however when he came back.. he also have bought things for me... but I also never bothered him so much.. cos busy with my Pc thingy.. In the evening time.. we went to Causeway Point to shop for his clothes.. then he also bought the Swensen Ice-cream & a Handphone accessoriess to cheer me up...... after seeing the shops have almost closed.. we then we headed home.. *
*The Night Ended*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:30 PM
♥ ♥
'''''Baby Can I Hold You Tonight""
I'm sorry,"
It's all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like "sorry" (like "sorry"..like "sorry"..)
"Forgive me,"is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like "forgive me" ("forgive me"..."forgive me"..)
Forgive me..
But you can say, baby
Baby can I hold you tonight?
Baby, if I told you the right words
oooh, at the right time
You'll be mine
I love you
is all that you can say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily (words don't come easily..)
Like "I love you", I love you..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:30 AM
♥ Saturday, September 17, 2005♥
ThOugh have a bad day at wOrk..But I am able to cheer myself up after work... *haha*..today when I have reached schoOl.. then find out that Teacher was not able to turn up for the lesson.. sO the Class was cancelled.. lucky William.. Have waited for me.. to fetch me home... sO happy.. Reached home around 7+.. but have no one at home to talk with me.. was so happily waiting for XingYu cos he have come back from Japan. and will bring the presents over to find me.. things which he have bought from Japan.. when he arrived.. the big bag of presents in the bag........ then taking out one by one... haha.. it like surprise.. eager to see how they looked like.. and also taken a lot of picture of each gifts given to me... posted it one by one.. after that.. chit chat with Xingyu awhile.. then... Dearie came to fetch me home le.. When I have reached his house.. I have saw the perfume which he have mentioned that he wanna bought for me.. cos he also like the fragrance very much.. he knows that I wanted it so much when I have saw it the first time.. sO happy.. I finally have got it.. the Ralph Lauren Perfum & Lotion which cost $129 for both.. sO worth it.. the fragrance was really so... nice .. and fresh feeling..
First Plush Toy Winnie Pool
The Chipmunks & Mickey Mouse
My Favourite Plush Doggy
Charms bought by one Japanese Guy Hashizaki
Charmsbell for my Love & Marriage Bliss
Kitty Charm for My Love
Just a Cute Hello Kitty Plush Toy
Hello Kitty Key Chain
A Box of Chocolate Biscuit
*A pair of Figurine*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:16 PM
♥ ♥
This day.. I feel that I have a bad day at work... it was raining heavily... when I travelled to work... together with Ting.. hmm.. the day at work was really so sian.. with the kind of sticky feeling in me.. even bath also don't feel clean ... no choice... still have to go work.. but lucky.. I have a breakfast on the way... cos I knew when it rained.. someone will ask me whether I want to have Mac Breakfast. since he will be able to get it for me.. sO nIce.. hmm.. reached workplace.. was the most unhappy thing I have ever want.. and somemore today was really so busy with my work too... somehow got very fed up... cos there was alot of things needed to do.. everything so urgent... I can't manage the time well.. hey.. where has my kind of multi Tasker gone..? Feel kinda lost when Jaime have finally teach me how to look at the masterlist.. when I have learnt.. I felt the stress.. cos.. it really not easy.. to do so.. at that time... I have remember what my previous boss have said before.. if I have never learn how to be a good buyer in here.. no matter where I go.. will not be able to learn it well.. which was really quite true about it.. *haiz*.. the job here given to me was so much difficult to handle...but no matter what... I still have to handle it well... this time.. cannot play play liao le.. have to treat work seriously and picked up first... I wish to be independant.. so that I won't always need to ask people for help.. wOrks.. Sucks.
To be cOntinued
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:00 AM
♥ Thursday, September 15, 2005♥
A book of a story starts with a boy & a Girl. On this day.. After sometimes.. time have drawn two person closer and closer.. that both also wondered why it will happened..? it just happened.. however.. after so long.. we have started out the first time going out for dinner together... so.. both of us met up after work.. and then headed to Bugis together.. and then went to look for a present as a gift for someone.. so.. I only help him to choose.. without thinking that it was a present for my belated birthday.. ? *haha*. so unexpected.. it already two months after my birthday still got a present, it the braclet which I have choose myelf.. We had our dinner at the Sakae.. after the dinner.... We have actually planned to go Swensen to eat Ice-Cream... As the time was still quite early.. and the queue was kinda long.. so we wated for a little while before going in.. have went to walk around to digest a little bit.. see some games.. and see what are the new Plush Toys they have put inside the Catcher... but there isn't any new cute toys.. cos most of the toys.. I want.. already have.. so I don't need to play and waste the money. My Favourite "Merri Mint" Ice-cream.. *yeah*.. he knOw.. so..and his favourite.? "Vanilla Ice-Cream?? wow... the whole bowl of his ice-creams all in white... full of milk cream only which I hate it so much because I have never enjoy eating the whole bowl full of vanilla Ice-cream.. *haha*.. hmm.. as it was getting late... someone have to rush home too... otherwise.. *haha*.. so... we have to ask for the bill... so in returned, I wanna treat him eat the ice-cream instead...for the present... but he have snatched the bill away.. so no choice.. He have paid for it again... *Hey.. Thanks for everything for this night... with the surprise as well..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:25 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 14, 2005♥
As usual.. At work... till 530pm.. then wait for TIng to KnOck off.. hmm.. then last minute.. Ting told me.. Alan will be joining us.. and of cos I won't mind la.. haha.. it isn't any secretive outing with my lovers.. haha.. so.. of cos I am ok with him to tag along de la.. Ting friend also ma.. somemore know each other liao le.. so it ok de la.. just that this time round. Xingyu not with us...cos the first outing we went out together was the 4 of us .. anyway.. the outing was still great.... wating for Alan to fetch both of us.. so nice of him.. can come my office outside wait for me.. *Thanks Alan* and Ting as well.. ke lian that TIng.. have to wait alone cos she never tell me.. otherwise.. I sure will put down my work and walk over to her side.. as she always will walk to my side here to wait for me too..I also can do it de.. * so Ting.. next time if anything like this.. Let me know ok.. *.. dun wanna you wait alone.. somemore Alan came so late.. by the time he reached our place.. and..the worst thing is .. Marina Square is so near us.. but we took 1hr to reach that place..? cos he drove until to Holland..? haha.. Orchard there then turned a big round back... to the Destination.. *haiz*.. never expect.. that he also another no sense of direction de.. *hehe*.. maybe he seldom travel there ba.. *haha*.. anyway when we have reached.. already 7pm+.. so hungry.. but we choose to go to the boutique to get what we want liao.. after that then head for our dinner... and so Nice of Alan again.. cos he footed the bill.. and not wanting us to pay him back too.. so nice.. to teat us eat dinner.. and bring us there.. and home as well.. so we are to reach home very early last night...
Just Happened to go and meet Hanhui this day.. cos he is around my house there.. for not very long.. have chatted with him for awhile.. then he said have got something on to do with his sick bad friend again.. and don't know what is he trying to do... he always like this.. even like last time.. oso like that.. always so secretive.. don't want to tell me anything and let me guess.. so angry with this kind of person.. as if I cared... haiz..after a while.. I went back home myself.. and turn in early.. at about 11pm+.. cos really so tired.. after the whole day..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:31 PM
♥ Monday, September 12, 2005♥
Today Is Yuting actual Birthday.. hereby wished her.. *A Happy 23rd Birthday* to you.. Ting... and hope that yr new year.. will be a good and lucky year for you... with good luck and most importantly.. *Blissfully Attached* with your future man soon.. k..
Morning comes so fast.. especially when you turned iin late.. the dawn will shine on you.. once you closed your eyes.. *haiz*.. cos I can't wake up on the set alarm time again. and Feng have called to wake me up too.. at about 8am+ again.. *kaoz*.. these 2 days.. really can't hear the alarm at all lei.. however I also never missed the outing either.. Planned to go Sentosa for a suntan again... woke up and then washed up done.. waiting for Feng to come and fetch me around 915am++.. then headed.. to sentosa.. wow.. the day was so nice.. with strong sun somemore.. can tanned more.. haha.. so long never have the time to lie down on the sand.. and tanned under the sun.. then we also played the kayaa... *dunno hw to spell*.. u know i Know can liao.. after that.. for a swim.. till about 3pm+.. after that we went to Causeway Point for our lunch.. so tired.. the whole day.. can really fall asleep anytime at anywhere..it time to go home.. and Feng so nice.. send me back to Dearie house.. after that I bid him goodbye and he left.. there was nothing to do there.. just watched some of my VCD .. and *bu zhi bu jue* fall asleep.. then have my dinner, watched show with Dearie.. after that.. turned in.. and ready for work tomorrow. *sian*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:50 AM
♥ Saturday, September 10, 2005♥
Woke up in the early morning... at about 8+... Early call up by Yuting de.. otherwise I will miss the swimming which I have planned .. slept too late on Friday night.. so kinda sleepy.. reluctant to wake up ma.. *haha* but still lucky.. never missed it.. though it really a short swim.. but still at least better than nothing.. got to tan for about 1hr+.. but still not satisfied with the tanned enough.. *haiz*.. cos we don't have much time to stay for long.. as we are planning to go out at about 12pm+ for our lunch treat and Thanks to Ting for treating us to eat at the *Coca* steamboat.. my first time there.. but Ken was late again.. that Saru.. forever late de.. *hehe*.. when he reached my place.. still dare to suan me.. saying wanna come out my house to fetch me anot.. *kaoz*.. playing a fool..*haha*.. hmm... after that.. went to fetch Ting up on the way.. then travelled down.. by then all of us was late.. 
instead of 12+ we reached at 1pm+ instead.. so can only enjoyed the lunch for 2 hrs ++ but still eat until damn full.. that hardly can walked liao le.. *hehe*.. finally foot the bill..then headed to Raffles Boat Quay KTV there to sing 4hrs songs.. *haha*.. the same.. really have sang alot too.. despites yesterday night also have went to Ktv.. but then i still enjoyed the singing alot.. *haha*..maybe always like to show how nice my voice can be.. *haha* kidding de la.. sometimes really sing like killing rooster .. cos of those high pitch songs.. haha.. cannot pull my voice.. haha..not nice.. anyway just sang for the sake of the fun.. and all close people.. so doesn't matter de.. so long everyone happy can liao le.. after that it was about 8pm++.. then we went to meet up Charissa at the MRT station.. and then travelled to 
Newsroom together.. *haha*.. before that we went to *Club MOMO* to get a chop there first.. before going to NEwsroom to get another Chop.. for the sake of free entry.. *haha*.. it not cheapskate.. but it saving the worthless point of giving cover charges.. but then .. the *MOMO* on Sat isn't as fun as last time I went on Friday.. so I din really enjoyed it that night.. at least NEWsroom better.. cos the music.. i am more familiar with the music.. and the dance step.. *hehe*.. but I think not everytime it like this.. somemore Newsroom was also pathetic night... the house was not as full as MOMO somemore.. *haiz*.. after danced a little while at *MoMo*.. my head spinning and ear.. painful.. after a while it late.. and we have to go home.. , sent Angie home.. then we have our supper at B.timah first treated by Saru.. haha.. but still too cheap for him liao le.. should eat much more expensive than 
tat.. *haha*.. after that he sent us all home.. Finally the night ended at 330am.. kaoz.. slept at 4am+.. have to wake up early tomorrow morning at 8am + to sentosa...gonna have less sleep again..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:42 PM
♥ Friday, September 9, 2005♥
A relaxing day today... haha.. have lunch with the guys.. as well as Vera.. to Bugis there.. eat Mos Burger... Someone pay for the bill again.. and did not want to get back the lunch $$.. haha.. *so Paisei*.. keep letting him treat me..*haha*.. hmm.. well had an enjoyable lunch too.. and the same about 2pm.. then reach office again. hehe.. it not my fault.. haha.. * waiting to knock off then gonna go to Orchard to meet up with Charissa, Violet, Peinee. Madeline, Shirley, Huiling, Kenneth, Goh T.C, Ernsiang, ChinCt and Fong.. only Xingyu not able to turn up cos he is not in Singapore.. too bad.. this time gathering was really a good one.... How nice if all of them turned up.. but there always one missing in the picture.. *haiz*.. well.. so many people.. so it always diff to meet up too.. still it better than never meet up.. I am sure there always got another chance...hmm.. can't wait to knock off.. and then pack bag... and rush down to Orchard.. *haha*.. wanna let out stress with them.. go sing Ktv and shout with them..especially Violet... without Mike also can sing louder than you one. . *haha.. can't wait liao le... Finally it 530pm , then I arrange the time to meet up with Charissa.. .. when I reach Orchard.. Only saw Kenneth and her... *kaoz*.. only the 3 of us reach on time.. and the others ..really very late... the whole Marchie oso full of people lining sommeore... and because of our big group.. so have to wait quite long before we can settle down... after the dinner... we went to KTV... but too bad.. Huiling and GohTC didn't turn up at all... *haiz*.. the 2 big boss somemore... anyway .. we really enjoyed ourselves alot... less singing.. but more chatting with each other.. and then it late... all of us have to end the night and headed home... then Kenneth sent all of us home as usual.. *never expect*.. he created another funny scene before going home,... maybe due to eat something unclean.. few of us have tummy aching.... and he can't stand the pain.. so have to stop all of us at the Petrol station.. and went to relieve.... *haha*.. poor Saru.... by the time we all reached home should be about 3+am.. so. tiring... but really enjoyed alot.. (@_*)
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:35 PM
♥ ♥
Hmm..yeah.. as usual.. another simple working day for me... but somehow also don't feel happy in the office today.. after someone have told me something about people complained..? is this called Complained..? or Gossip..? I also don't know. I just don't feel happy when I heard from him.. he told me someone have spread..? I have went out for lunch for too long..and only know how to surf internet the whole day?? not doing work..? *tamade* who the damn fxxxer.. which always like to create such interesting stories about me..? Am I such an attention that all these freaks like to look after me so much..? God damn them..!.. They had better come and see my blog.. and see how I have cursed those damn fxxxer.. Let them know.. though I can't confront them.. but I still can curse them as and when I like.. *haha*.. making me getting pissed of with them each day by each day getting even more stronger.. that really felt so pissed off.. but of cos if there devils exist.. there sure to be a few angels here.. to protect me as well.. or to stand with me.. and help me whenever they can.. haha.. "hmm.. don't need to state who are the angels anyway .. cos those who know who are the people will stand by me.. are my angels yeah.. *Hmm.. have a nice breakfast in the morning.. cos was Bought my "Mark Kor".. the first time he have bought Mac Breakfast for me....*haha*.. remind me of the past when I am still in Pioneer.. Xy, Mervin..and a few of others.. always bought something for me to eat.. haiz.. cos I never expect that even I am here.. I still have someone to buy breakfast for me de.. *haha*.. but of cos not everyday la.. once in a blue moon as and when on the way to buy lo... Also have an enjoyable lunch with my girlfriend *Jaime*.. bought me to *SIglap* for lunch at +Cafe Cartel+. wow a lunch only.. cost me $20 for just a date.. *haha*.. hmm.. but not have it everyday... can't afford it so much..Finally it time to go home.. and Ting also got meet and we went home together.. bought some stuffs.. and then headed home for dinner... At about evening time.. went to meet Mervin for some catch up at West Coast Mac Only hor.. then about 11pm+.. he sent me home.. and passed me a present for my birthday as well.. *Thanks for still remember my birthday (Perfume) though already long over*.. Night ended.. Oh.. Ya.. not to forget to state this down.. *haha*... Have received XY msg from Japan again.. saying he have caught another Doggy Plush Toy for $3 this time.. *haha*.. he seems to enjoy this so much there.. and said wanna try again tonight if there are more nicer toys there.. *haiz*??? telling me all these.. but never add IT is For U also .. so don't knOw whether he wanna give it to me.. or just telling me that he caught it for his own keeping.. *haha*.. no chance to ask him either..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:30 PM
♥ Thursday, September 8, 2005♥
Hmm.. what happened..? where have all the fun goes..? wow.. suddenly this whole week so quiet for me..knocked off.. go school.. knock off.. go home.. "so Quai" never go anywhere.. hmm.. anyway it like this de lo.. don't have the mood to go anywhere either.. school days is always a must for me to attend.. and then if there no where to go.. hOme will be my destination to go.. then can save alot of Money too..it ok.. there a new show.. nw showing "A date with Vampire"... this show kinda funny when they talked.. haha.. have VCD at home.. so been sitting down the whole day when I reached home.. and watched the show till late midnight then willing to turn in.. so tired the next day when I woke up.. *haha*.. but can't stop.. *gOsh* .. forgotten all my studies liao le.. think cannot be like this.. have to spare sometimes for my revisions.. *yeah*.. revise and revise.. hmm.. what my program for this week..? Only .. waiting for Fri cos gonna meet up with my ex-Pioneer colleagues for a gathering at Orchard Marchie.. and then go sing song with them.. till late midnight then go home... "yesh" sure will play until midnight again.... *haha*.. hmm.. as for Saturday going for "Ting Bday" together with Angie & Ken.... what are we going to do..? going to have lunch buffet at Coca... after that go sing KTV again... yeah.. go sing song again.. don't know whether I still have the voice to spare for the Next KTV anot... haha.. gonna go 2 times in 2 days.. haha.. I think I am ok de la.. cos I super siao in sing Song.. die oso wanna sing until my throat burst then can let go of the mike.. ..haha.. so busy at work.. got so much things.. to clear.. since from MOnday.. and then it comes so suddenly.. that I don't know how to start to clear.. but never mind la.. they also never come and chase after me yet.. so must target myself to finsh by Friday..cos I don't wish to come back the next week and see the same old work.. still pending on the table.. makes me sick.. and phobia again... finally in another 2.5Hrs.. gonna end the working day and headed for my lesson again... then Wednesday will be over.. *yeah*... something that cheered me up... Xy has sent me msg from Japan.. saying he went to play the Plush Toy catcher.. and to his surprise.. He have caught a "Winnie Pooh Bear" using $22 which is also kinda alot.. can feel that he felt so disappointed after so many try.. but never expect he will be able to catch one and bring it back for me... *haha*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 7:00 AM
♥ Sunday, September 4, 2005♥
Hmm.. woke up.. with a happy mood.. cos it Saturday.. but the weather was not good.. cos when we are planning to go out.. that time was raining... so we waited awhile more later then step out... When the rain have stopped.. we get dressed up and then travelled to Malaysia again.. pumped oil... find the Duck Rice.. kaoz.. damn angry with him.. cos he fed up.. that we can't find the place... then throw tempered at me somemore... finally have found the place liao le.. sweat.. so hungry..then quick ordered and finished the food... yummy*.. so nice... after that we went to Marina Square there.. cos he wanna go Suntec.. "Comex".. so crowded and hot.. then met Katherine there with her boyfriend too.. chatted awhile.. then went off liao.. then me oso no mood to go further.. so have went off alone.. to shop myself till he ok then called me.. so sian. shopped liao oso nothing to buy.. can save money too.. after that we went to Marina Square have dinner at "Han's" then proceed to Plaza Singapura.. when I reached there.. i expected.. to bump to 'jO" and true enough.. I really bumped into her.. 'buy 4D oso not that accurate la.. *haha*.. cos i knOw both of them sure so onz.. will go P.S to see the "Eflin Catcher" or have some fun there.. for the weekend.. as what she have said.. "Daily Routine for Couples" goes the same for her .. as well as Dear & Me.. after chatted with her.. say goodbye and went off.. back to home sweet home.. *so tired*. headache somemore...... eat some medicine.. now preparing to go into my dreamlands......... bye....Ohh... Xingyu going to go Japan in another 5hrs time..haha.. waiting for my present in arriving in 2 weeks time.. see what he bring what surprise back for me this time?? hehe... he always like to give me alot of surprises.. now what is it this time? *waiting*.. *waiting*...
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:36 PM
♥ Friday, September 2, 2005♥
*`*`*`*Project Superstar Final Night*`*`*`*
How come like that?? Haiz...this Night was the Final Night for the Superstar.. I guess everyone must be at home or at the stadium watching.... the Live part.. but get to be disappointed instead.. "Haiz" Talk about the Seats first...Both Dearie and Me ... have kanna conned by his Friend.. about the sitting.. Tot we have got the VIP Seat.. but end up ... we have to sit right at the top corner.. really not able to see anything at all.. feeling so unhappy.. but .. still lucky.. Ting have spotted 2 better seats.. so that we both can change over.. and watch the front view instead of the side view..at least that a better spot... even though seeing them that far.. haiz.. but also never able to take much photo either.. cos the view really small.. Zoom in.. also looked so blurred.. so.. end up never take at all.. *Ting* so sorry ah.. make you take 1/2 day for nothing in return.. but overall.. the liveshow.. was still so interesting better than watching at home.. cos we can get to see.. what happenening there before the show started each time.. and those MTV and etc.. finally gonna end the night.. All were just waiting for the result.. and end up... the person who got it..? "KELVIN CHEN WEILIAN"?? Shock?? How could it be?? though we can see Kelly was good.. and likeable by the judges.. but too bad.. 70% of the vote have to come from those Fanzz and Supporters..so at that point.. Kelly have Lose to WEilian... Kanna really disappointed after all.. however it the fact liao le.. then night also ended.. so tired and hungry somemore.. cos.. both of us never have dinner at all.. But lucky.. Feng came to fetch us home... and bring us went to eat Supper at the Geylang.. *drooling*.. Frog Leg Porriage" & Oysters.. really have eaten until so full then finally headed back home.. and I really have fast asleep cos really very tired liao..
How come like that?? Haiz...this Night was the Final Night for the Superstar.. I guess everyone must be at home or at the stadium watching.... the Live part.. but get to be disappointed instead.. "Haiz" Talk about the Seats first...Both Dearie and Me ... have kanna conned by his Friend.. about the sitting.. Tot we have got the VIP Seat.. but end up ... we have to sit right at the top corner.. really not able to see anything at all.. feeling so unhappy.. but .. still lucky.. Ting have spotted 2 better seats.. so that we both can change over.. and watch the front view instead of the side view..at least that a better spot... even though seeing them that far.. haiz.. but also never able to take much photo either.. cos the view really small.. Zoom in.. also looked so blurred.. so.. end up never take at all.. *Ting* so sorry ah.. make you take 1/2 day for nothing in return.. but overall.. the liveshow.. was still so interesting better than watching at home.. cos we can get to see.. what happenening there before the show started each time.. and those MTV and etc.. finally gonna end the night.. All were just waiting for the result.. and end up... the person who got it..? "KELVIN CHEN WEILIAN"?? Shock?? How could it be?? though we can see Kelly was good.. and likeable by the judges.. but too bad.. 70% of the vote have to come from those Fanzz and Supporters..so at that point.. Kelly have Lose to WEilian... Kanna really disappointed after all.. however it the fact liao le.. then night also ended.. so tired and hungry somemore.. cos.. both of us never have dinner at all.. But lucky.. Feng came to fetch us home... and bring us went to eat Supper at the Geylang.. *drooling*.. Frog Leg Porriage" & Oysters.. really have eaten until so full then finally headed back home.. and I really have fast asleep cos really very tired liao..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:46 PM
♥ ♥
so True about me..
If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.
*`*`*`*My Dear Characteristic*`*`*`*
*Hmm.. doesnt really agree.. cos doesnt appeared like that to me*
If you are a Monkey: Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:30 AM
♥ ♥
Few days never write.. but if I want to write.. there always nothing good for me to write either... always something I am being pissed off.. then don't wish to talk to anybody here.. I just want to voice out in my blog.. cos it will always be there for me to hear my misery, agony, angered.. and everything it will knows.. So Shoick to go on leave for yesterday... then can go shopping and do my own things without need to stay and piss off at work... meet up with Xingyu cos he was also on leave.. then went to play "EFlin Catcher" at Suntec.. there alot of machine.. but none a toys cute at all.. only those small mini toys.. and the bonus gift.. aiyo.. can't make it de.. but still putting in $8 to try to get one of the "Minne Mouse" but didn't get it.. but get the Bonus "Keropi" instead. well.. better than Empty handed.. after that.. we went to have lunch as well.. and shopped for a little while then headed back home cos I have got to attend lesson as well.. so can't stay out late.. somemore both of us were really so tired to walk around.. hOme was only the thing in our mind.. *hehe*.. finally.. the day ended just like that.. but today come back to work is still the same old thing.. everything just doesnt change and stopped making my blood boiled.. always making having phobia of coming back to work.. somemore now even my work spreadsheet contains alot of important work infomation.. also have spoilt.. I have to re-input all the data again..then really fed-up with the system they are using.. Cheapo software.. now corrupted and no one can handle the problem.. *Stupid co. with stupid people*.. i Hope one day either one of them will be able to see what I have cursed them here..shit people.. give me shit job.. and keep chasing me for it.. with such a damn network and handicapped pc.. asked me to produce work for them.. wait long long.. then i do it for u.. *when can I voice out*?? I want to let boss knOw How Unhappy I am working here.. nO mood tO go lunch either.. so stay in the office.. and wait for that "Mark Kor" to tabao.. "Tangyuan" for my desset.. *haha*... eat sweet things.. will feel better in the heart.. then countdown to 530pm.. can't wait to go off... got a lucky deal today from My Dearie said got tickets (VIP SEATS) somemore.. to admit to see the "LIVE PROJECT SUPERSTAR" at the Kallang INdoor Stadium.. people still have to purchase $500 for a pair tickets.. but I got it free.. *nice lobang rite"?? That Yuting even more crazy.. can took half day unpaid leave go home take camera for tonight?? aiyo.. crazy until like this lei..? haha... thanks to me.. nope.. My Dearie.. haha.. "Shoick" can see alot of others. Superstars there as well.. wow.. but it gonna end at 11pm.. which is really very late by the time we reach home.. but never mind.. anyway it the final night today.. so not gonna miss it.. I think Ting will sure enjoy much more than me.. ask her to stay there overnight .. she also can do so.. *haha*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:12 AM
Layout: 
