*::The wOrld where Beanie Beneath::*

♥ Friday, August 31, 2007♥

Today finally is another Friday again.. Recently have been so busy with my work especially all those UAT schedules setup for the new system & project before it official launch. Not just this.. due to the month end closing, all materials, Bom, Invoice and etc must be upload into the SAP system. Thus this has caused my workload increased as well. No choice but to stay overtime last night till around 9pm then take cab home after work. But it ok for me to stay back too. *hehe* as I am still able to claim the overtime & cab fare as well..

In fact today time was also the same. Though it was the closing period for accounts, we will not be able to do anything into the system at all. But I wasn't able to relax myself either, other than doing this, I need to find the quotation for comparison and giving myself a deadline later to get it done by Monday 3sept07, else more and more work will pile up on me soon. So scary everyday to feel so overload with so much work. As well is also a day for the company praying 7th Month too.. So there are so many things for us to eat and so we have just spent 1hr away for the feast *hehe*..

After everything is done, it almost the time to knock off soon, Lindy who will be leaving this co after today started to come and find all of us for phototaking too, so on and on...after which, we have headed to Boat Quay "Destiny Pub" for a drink, *gosh* and it not just a drink, ordered 2 bottle of Martell & few jugs of mixers.. which means they are simply going to drink the night away as well playing games and etc.. After this, we too head to "MOS" for 2nd Round of party.. This time the club was so much different compared to the 1st time I am here, the whole place was simply full of people and guess what, the R&B session was the fun place which I liked to stay and dance away. Lastly we have end the night ard 2am.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:16 PM

♥ Friday, August 24, 2007♥

Sickening email..made my hair stand!! Do you believe it??

Please don’t wear black colour shirt or blouse on 25/08/2007, in lunar calender is 13rd of July (Eve of ghost festival), because the ghost soul will find their replacement on that day Please send this message to all your family and friends to save their life

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:47 PM

♥ Sunday, August 19, 2007♥

Alot of times I thought I can have best of both world without having to sacrifice anything but I am wrong. All along this phase have always exist. "Nothing comes free in this world" Yeap indeed nothing comes free in this world. Because of this, I am making myself so suffering. I have gained and end up losing even more in the end.

I just simply hate myself so much now, I hate myself why am I always so muddle head in handling things. I know in clear mind that what is right and what is wrong. But I just simply ignored the fact and not facing the consequeces till it really happened, then I know I am not loving it at all. It just something that I just let it holding on because of the words, action and everything but it just not the kind of feeling that counts. It comes so easy and yet it so difficult to let it go.

I thought I have always been so fortunate and happiest person in the world, but in actual fact I am not. I am simply not the one.. Whoever the one who have made me so suffering is me and myself. The one who have bought it upon myself so suffering, so unhappy, so silly, so stupid and everything so negative about me.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:39 AM

♥ Saturday, August 18, 2007♥

Argh~~!! Get so pissed off with the blogskin.. I wonder why is there such a problem... The upload linked also got a problem after sometimes. Made people have using all the effort to do a nice skin for the blog and this have to happen!! Now sitting here for going to 2hours. I still can't find one skin which is suitable and comfortable for my whole setting, In fact there are a few which I like it alot but somehow the feeling to do it right is not there either.. it really such a bothersome to change everything in the template and end up the link just gone like this!!. Idiot!

I GIVE UP FINDING FOR TODAY. I need a very good sleep now. Don't know why this 2 weeks I am feeling so tired, but whenever it time for me to sleep, I simply not able to sleep and keep tossing around for a moment before my eyes can really closed!! *Gosh* suddenly feel my eyes so puffy and swollen everyday, until today then I finally know where does the problem lies, maybe because of the cream which I have applied on my face for protection which shouldn't applied @ the eye area else this will result puffy in the end. Now I have to monitor it myself, if problem still persist.. Doctor.. doctor, I will have to come and find you soon. =(

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:30 AM

♥ Wednesday, August 15, 2007♥

Finally I am able to take leave after 3months of probation at new place. Today was also the first time I have applied half day leave but only do something personal which I have stayed away for 3mths cos of tis period. *hehe* the first time my young brother have come to fetch me from my workplace, after that we went for our lunch and get our things done after that we went home straight. So nice feeling to have reached home around 430pm and rest till end of the day.

Suddenly heard something bad happened last night. Junjie who have once with us one year back suddenly have just passed away. Whoever of us have heard it, only have one and only reaction from us. *HUH*.. We were all like.. so shock! Think back everything about him was still so clear in our mind, the action, his talking and everything was like still in our hse roaming around like this. We really cannot believe it till now

How can one young boy just passed away like this without anything. The only things we have heard abit here and there, was maybe overdose, being beaten till unconscious or mysterious thing befall him and ended up found his body at Woodland Garden pool in midnight time. Till today he have finally ended his journey here and left us for good, but there still no answer that can tell us just what had happened to him after all.

Life is just too fragile. One can never really know when will leave the world one day just like this. There are still so much things awaiting to be done but now who can really and will help to accomplish the undone matter? Alot of time I do find myself running away from alot of things, I just feel that I do not have the ability to do it myself and just keep running away from the reality instead of getting it done with all might. Thinking alot of things require me to do so, I just feel so tired to think of it. =/

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:46 PM

♥ Saturday, August 11, 2007♥

I think today has the most lame feeling to work. Alot of people are actually planning leave and mc on this day. So there only a few people at work, the whole office was really very quiet but lucky my time flies easily as alot of work coming along the way. Especially on the new models, we have bought in some new materials and there were no warehouse guy to do any receiving at all. So no choice such chores we also have to do it but of cos not asking me alone to do it too la. It too heavy chores for me alone, so Gary and Mark also there to help out for the counting.

Argh, just simply too sian with the job I have now. *haiz* finally able to apply the annual leave without having to deduct my pay as though I have not rec'd any comfirmation letter from my boss yet, but they were fair enough to let me pass the probation as of 08aug07 and allowed me to take as annual leave from now onward. At least this is something which cheer me up, now I can start to plan out my leave usage for the necessary things to do without having to worry so much.=)

After work, quickly find my moods and spirit back to knock off with me, =p get on my feet once the clock striked 6pm, walked myself to the mrt station and met up with the gals at Harbourfront, have our dinner at Carls Jnr's while waiting for Meiyun to come and pass us her wedding invitation card as well. Yeap, she be getting marry on the 15sept07. Happy for her, guess she really have waited for this day to come very long. As usual we will never failed to take a little candid shots for ourselves too. Due to some reasons, we have to end the night early around 10pm. but still it was fun with all the talking and the updates.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:31 PM

♥ Thursday, August 9, 2007♥

Happy National Day.

The first time, the event will be holding it at Marina Square. It really a very big event as mentioned in the tv. I think they have really put in alot of effort, time and money on this event to make it as grand as it is. Everything is so special this time as there are also some additional programs for them to plan using the Singapore river. The crowds also alot, definetely will also be more difficult to find parking space and the excess of the areas. So we have choose to spend our holiday staying at home instead. Rest and relax. =p

**Arghhh*.. What wrong with my blogskin again !! Don't tell me I have to spend my time to change it again !!.. I am quite happy with the current skin and have spent quite a long time to make it even better than the previous skin, but never expect it does not last long. I think really have to find another skin again!

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:18 PM

♥ Wednesday, August 8, 2007♥

I am going to be drain out soon but lucky today is the eve of the holiday. So looking forward to the Public holiday coming soon, just can't wait to knock off only. =p anyway the time today really flies easily cos this is the first time I have meeting since in the morning till 5pm. I just can't imagine I really have to attend meeting & training at one shot. *haiz* simply have to shakes aside all my work but at least I have manage to learn something too. *haiz* I almost forget that today is my 3mths in this company but just too bad my boss wasn't around to settle the comfirmation letter for me either.

*Haiz* it was something disappointing when I heard of it, the available position in HP have to choose someone to take over but too bad I wasn't being selected to go as discussed with my senior and she doesn't agree that I should transfer there when I have just started my career path in Foxconn moreover the babies that I am holding now are also new things which are going to be launched soon so it is not just going to easy as it is to be. Anyhow they have decide to send one of my colleague *Serene* back to HP for the job since she was once experienced from there. For this I will get even more busier as I be taking over all the job she is doing now. *sob*.

As usual I knocked off on the dot, and make my way down to Lavender to meet up with Vera & Jac, always like this, they made me waited them for 30mins somemore !! After we have reached orchard, went with Vera to pierce her nose first *my god* this gal really spent $55 for just the nose piercing comes with the stud as well of cos but it just too expensive to spend such amount over it. *aiyo* after that, we settle our dinner in NYDC then to spineli for our coffee chat till we end the night around 12am.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:31 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 7, 2007♥

Aiyo. Long time no update my blog.. seems like there isn't anything for me to updates either. No pictures, no stories, no life, no fun man!! shit.. The most wasting time was having to spend the whole weekday @ work from 830am-6pm. By the time knock off, guess most of us will feel tired to go out as well.. Argh.. feel the time is so little for me to sleep and enjoy myself to the fullest . *tsk tsk*

Facing the workload at work gonna made me crazy too. Why are there so many stupid files need to update double information and send to different emails when it is just the same things in the file. stupid right.. *Just like when you are photocopy the paper, and refer back for the spelling mistakes.* whatever is it.. anyway it a work I have to do.. Guess I need to do something to change such routine in them. *Thinking* Anyway today just attended almost whole day of training for the new SAP system. *sian* Tomorrow got another one more day to go for the training as well.

Today feeling isn't this good.. I also don't know why, it have started since the morning when I happened to scratch myself at the area why I removed my mole, purposed was to get rid of the burden I have in me which it represented. *Was so scare what will happen, but Celia only told me will leave a scar.. *gosh* means it still will have the mark there. she said will be there to help me settle it.. *hehe*..

Finally when I think of after tomorrow is something which cheers me up. It going to be a public holiday for all just lack the shut down for the Friday only. After work, will be meeting Vera to go nose piecing as promise tat I will go with her, think that about all we will be meeting up for and maybe shop for a new storybook for myself too.. *hehe*.. Erm.. that about all I can think for the updates today. ** Going to my lala land*... hehe.. baby language..

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:20 PM

♥ Saturday, August 4, 2007♥

Have planned to meet up with Ting early in the morning to go for the face shop sales up to 50% disc member preview clearance located @ Suntec.. *hehe* However it is not entitled to all products either only to some of the products for clearance sales. Lucky I still manage to get some of the skin care product I need @ 50% and the rest of the item was bought at 15% as well, just a few items also have to pay at least $60 over dollars for it..

After buying everything, we both were so hungry like hell man.. Think of so many things to eat, finally we have decide to eat @ the new food republic foodcourts to settle out meals. I am just too hungry and tempted to eat alot of things that I loves, Prawn Mee, 2 pcs of prata & one bowl of red bean soup. *haha* End up.. I only finished half of the portion each.. and wasted half of the portion. =p

After our brunch, we were just too full to think of anything else to drink at the moment, so have just waslk around in Marina Square to digest and waiting for Angie to come as well.. walking around the mall bascially only for window shopping and etc... Then Ting suggested to go and take a look of the bridal packages. We didn't really walked to alot of boutique but just sat inside this *White Link* and discussed over the requirement I need for my wedding.

Lucky Ting was there with me to think of the details and queries, else I will be blur blur to their packages.. It seems she is more excited and anxious than me for the packages too.. *haha*. Guess she is also eagerly thinking of marriage too .. =p. finally have set my choice after thinking it through, I have set my decision to sign up my wedding package with *Infiniti White Link*. Finally I have decided to take up this packages offer to me in this boutique and now have loaded off another thingy in my mind.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:23 PM