♥ Wednesday, May 31, 2006♥
*~*~*~*My Stressed Mind*~*~*~*
Monday 29 May 2006
First day of work, was just a slacking blue blue day for me. Turned in late last night, so don't really have the mood to work after all. Was so happy.. that "Salary" banked in today.. The first thought came into my mind was.. Shopping spree.. *keke*.. During lunchtime, we have planned to go out to Bugis to find the Bag I have been wanting to find, since few days ago, but too bad, the last pc also have sold out.. lucky, Vera was also keen to go and find the bag which she want, so that we can planned to go Plaza Singapura as well.. Finally I'm able to get the bag I want.. Feeling so happy that I did not get back empty handed. *Happy Happy*
Tuesday 30 May 2006
It just another busy day for me again.. Was feeling uptight on this day as this is my first time going to meet customer alone without my boss. I was a person who doesn't really know what to talk to customer, neither do I able to understand what the customer will really want from me, The only things is I really scare the only reply I have for them is "Sorry, I don't know" However 
the glad thing is that I still have Mark to go with me to talk to them as he will be able to understand the situation better than me. Hmm.. A little gift have made my day, Meet up with LayBoon for lunch as he have small little gift for me which he have bought it from USA. Never expect that he will have my heart to bought a small little gift from the trip. Just LOves it so much.
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the glad thing is that I still have Mark to go with me to talk to them as he will be able to understand the situation better than me. Hmm.. A little gift have made my day, Meet up with LayBoon for lunch as he have small little gift for me which he have bought it from USA. Never expect that he will have my heart to bought a small little gift from the trip. Just LOves it so much. Wednesday 31 May 2006
Huh?? it just the 3rd day of the week.. Feel that time was not enough for me to clear all my works and yet the time is like still going so slow. where does it goes wrong?? Somehow the phobia of going to office have reacted again. The person whom I scare to see was my boss.. *keke*, just by looking at her will tell me.. there something I haven't done to give her or there will have alot of things coming along. Oh no !! yeah hor.. It going to be the month of the June soon.. which I have one very big project to take over with effect from 1st June 2006. *Scary* So fast, another month is over, New month arriving.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:32 PM
♥ Monday, May 29, 2006♥
*~*~*~* WeekEnd RoutIne*~*~*~*
Pretty relaxing weekend.. But have a headache in my mind which I have for the job to think over the weekend. So scare that I am not able to do it even after I have bring it home to do.. However For me .. I always have the kind of thought in my mind * Where there A Will, There a way * moreover it already the weekend when I should have let my mind to relax instead of burying myself into work. However as usual outing to JB with dear, and the usual Jammed we will sure met with, under the hot weather, was really perspiring throughout the waiting to finish off the two custom =P .. After that head directly to the new shopping mall which I have never been there before , So i Called it the new place in fact I think already been there quite long ... Have planned to watch the Movie either "Da Vinci Code or the 
X-Men. Final decision is the X-Men .. Hmm. as for the "Da Vinci Code" have some hesitating in our mind is that we might not be able to understand the story well after listened to some of the viewers opinon.. However will still planned to watch it maybe next week instead. It is quite a good Action show with some part are quite saddening.. for those who shld get a better ending instead but end up in tragedy.. =( overall still not too bad.. which doesn't make me to sleep. However after the show, we went to Jusco shopping mall and have "Thai" food for dinner, then have a nice dessert in a Herbal House.. which really serve nice healthy dessert at reasonable price. Finally it our going home tIme. Didn't get to buy much things either.. haiz.. So kinda feel so empty handed going home.
X-Men. Final decision is the X-Men .. Hmm. as for the "Da Vinci Code" have some hesitating in our mind is that we might not be able to understand the story well after listened to some of the viewers opinon.. However will still planned to watch it maybe next week instead. It is quite a good Action show with some part are quite saddening.. for those who shld get a better ending instead but end up in tragedy.. =( overall still not too bad.. which doesn't make me to sleep. However after the show, we went to Jusco shopping mall and have "Thai" food for dinner, then have a nice dessert in a Herbal House.. which really serve nice healthy dessert at reasonable price. Finally it our going home tIme. Didn't get to buy much things either.. haiz.. So kinda feel so empty handed going home.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:07 PM
♥ Friday, May 26, 2006♥
Today was a great day for me, Thou I have busy tIme with work, Time was always passing very fast that making don't have enough tIme to clear everything at all.. However it not a 
day for me to stay especially when it Comes to Friday. Moreover, Dear have finally make it the first time to come and fetch me from work since after I have started to work in this company for going to one year.. Compare the time when in PIoneer at least, he would made it routine to fetch me home.. After I have met 
up with him, we went to Geylang to have Steamboat for dinner. But of course it not the kind of dirty restaurant in your mind ok! it nice decor place opened by a few China Youngster.. In fact the food and portion which 
they served are quite propotional that I can't even finished either. But don't worry, there no charges for wastage and also don't order too much if you think can't eat alot.After the dinner, we went to Marina Square for a walk and shopping.. Didn't realise today was the Mid Year Sales, so the whole mall was full of people, and even the boutique which I likes was really kinda of disappointment for me.. Expected that most of the things I want, sure no more stocks.. But never expect that i only late for a few minutes before 
the Bag & Blouse are being taken up. All left the only piece and still leave it at the counter make my blood boils.. *Haiz*.. Accepted it. However it really a good deals to buy the items now. Too bad dOn't have any liking to other things either. However something cheers me up, is that Dear had bought a Pendant for me... So nice that finally I have got a new pendant to change. Not just that .. We have even bought our Wedding Bands too.. however the Band need some alteration as don't have the right size for me neither for him ....lucky it only just need 2 working weeks to do everything. Anyway it still so far away .. Countdown to 5mths more to the Oct.. Dear feel so heartache that this outing cost him a bomb, but it also a load off in our mind too.. At least we have finally load off one of the things. The next item we going to search is Our Wedding Package. >>> To bE Continue ^_^
the Bag & Blouse are being taken up. All left the only piece and still leave it at the counter make my blood boils.. *Haiz*.. Accepted it. However it really a good deals to buy the items now. Too bad dOn't have any liking to other things either. However something cheers me up, is that Dear had bought a Pendant for me... So nice that finally I have got a new pendant to change. Not just that .. We have even bought our Wedding Bands too.. however the Band need some alteration as don't have the right size for me neither for him ....lucky it only just need 2 working weeks to do everything. Anyway it still so far away .. Countdown to 5mths more to the Oct.. Dear feel so heartache that this outing cost him a bomb, but it also a load off in our mind too.. At least we have finally load off one of the things. The next item we going to search is Our Wedding Package. >>> To bE Continue ^_^
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:52 PM
♥ Tuesday, May 23, 2006♥
*~*~*~*Why Be Hard On yOurself*~*~*~*
Why dO yOu fInd yOurself landing on a troubled land. ? making yOurself so sad
and hurt when the more yOu don't wish to think of it and yet the more it kept flashing through yOur mind. Why dO people always so selfish even towards others and to yOurself.. knOwing it will never be a gOod start nor it wIll cOmes tO a gOOd endINg, and Yet still wanna get yourself stepping deep intO it. Thou yOu are aware Of it, instead Of kNOcking sOme sense iN yOurself, You have choose tO overloOK it. nOw yOu wIsh tO get oUt Of it but stIll fINd it difficult fOr yOu tO do when yOu have tHInk baCk, It all tHe memories which yOu have tried Hard tO built it tO tell yOurself yOu can dO it and might even want tO do it even better. wHen tHe day yOu fInd that yOu are falling from the hIgh abOve, yOu feel sO numb bY the Pain whIch have alreaDy iNside Your heart. sO cOld and nUmb tHat make yOu feEl sO tired even when Walking alOne.
and hurt when the more yOu don't wish to think of it and yet the more it kept flashing through yOur mind. Why dO people always so selfish even towards others and to yOurself.. knOwing it will never be a gOod start nor it wIll cOmes tO a gOOd endINg, and Yet still wanna get yourself stepping deep intO it. Thou yOu are aware Of it, instead Of kNOcking sOme sense iN yOurself, You have choose tO overloOK it. nOw yOu wIsh tO get oUt Of it but stIll fINd it difficult fOr yOu tO do when yOu have tHInk baCk, It all tHe memories which yOu have tried Hard tO built it tO tell yOurself yOu can dO it and might even want tO do it even better. wHen tHe day yOu fInd that yOu are falling from the hIgh abOve, yOu feel sO numb bY the Pain whIch have alreaDy iNside Your heart. sO cOld and nUmb tHat make yOu feEl sO tired even when Walking alOne.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:57 PM
♥ Thursday, May 18, 2006♥
*~*~*~*From yOu tO mE*~*~*~*
I'm not in love,
though I wear silly smile & blush when she upon my mind.
I'm not in love,
though my heart aching whenever I got to tear myself apart from her.
I'm not in love,
though she's the first & only one I wanna share my tears & laughters with.
I'm not in love,
though she can read through me right away as I look into her eyes.
I'm not in love; I'm not in love,
for I can't be that lucky.
I'm not in love; I'm not in love,
for I need a new word for this kind of affections.
I'm not in love; I'm not in love...
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:36 PM
♥ Thursday, May 11, 2006♥
*~*~*~*Explorer to KL*~*~*~*
Erm.. Feeling so great on this day cos gonna to be another long weekend for all of us..Vesak Day and I am extremely happy and excited on this day after work, I am going for a trip to KL together with Vera and Yuting only.. *keke* of cos Dear not going with me since only 3 girls going.. there no point for my dear to tag along either. Though I be sad 
that I am not going with Dear, But I will not fail to think of him for the whole day and even have call him to talk awhile as I know I won't have much conversation with him when in KL.. *hehe* cos have to save the Phone bill else, really blast for the month.. After work, all of us have arrange to have our dinner at Raffles City Food Court, as the journey will be ongoing for 4hrs or so, have to fill up the stomach before starting the journey..
that I am not going with Dear, But I will not fail to think of him for the whole day and even have call him to talk awhile as I know I won't have much conversation with him when in KL.. *hehe* cos have to save the Phone bill else, really blast for the month.. After work, all of us have arrange to have our dinner at Raffles City Food Court, as the journey will be ongoing for 4hrs or so, have to fill up the stomach before starting the journey..Our First NiGht : Finally after a sleep in the coach, we have reach KL around morning tIme 4am + which is still so early to check into the hotel. So we have to loiter around at the recept and have a good sleep, cos we were all really so tired and sleepy to do anything to stay awake.. Wow.. So happy finally we are able to check in around 6am+, and quickly get washed up to turn in. After we have all woke up to get prepare for the first day Itinery was already afternoon time 1pm+..The first place we have went was TImeSquare, Quite a Big Shopping centre with alot of boutique which we can shopped and expected, we have started to spent money for what we have shopped for it. After that we walked to *Sungei Wang* to for the 2nd round of our shopping spree. *keke* and our last stop is at Lot 10 for the night as it was such big place for 1 whole night isn't that enough time to go elsewhere either. By then it w
as already going to midnight, we went back to Hotel to have our Maggie mEe for dinner, before heading to the Cinema watch the movie *Hill Have Eyes*.. Gross!! it was so crudesome movie which really made one feel like all hair standing as it wasn't that nice but the grossed part made one stay awake! The Night ended
as already going to midnight, we went back to Hotel to have our Maggie mEe for dinner, before heading to the Cinema watch the movie *Hill Have Eyes*.. Gross!! it was so crudesome movie which really made one feel like all hair standing as it wasn't that nice but the grossed part made one stay awake! The Night endedOur 2nd Day: This day both Yuting & I woke up early for the sake of our free Breakfast while Vera continue to be in her dreamland of cos.. anyway she doesn't care whether to have the breakfast anOt. *Haiz* but never did we expect that the Breakfast to be so pathetic one.. *wow* that even worst than in *Eden Hotel* where I have Sumptous breakfast, of cos the value counts bits by bits which is much more expensive that *Orkid Hotel* so we can't compare it. However we both really don't have the appetite to eat much of the breakfast and just went up to continue our dreamland. *haha* woke up was already 
around afternoon tIme again. *Keke* don't know why .. We can really waste the tIme sleeping away in the hotel rather than going out early, on this day we have planned to go MidValley, but too bad.. we don't have anything much to buy at this shopping mall, so we have planned to go KLCC instead, but this time much better, cos Vera have met up with her friend, so we have took a lift from him for our dinner as well as KLCC.. else, have to spent another cost on the Cab Fare again. Kinda wasted alot of the money on the travelling.. Finally I am able to bought a Levis Jeans at KLCC after a few shopped at other boutique.. at least my aim have got it.. must at least bought another pair of jeans back then will be more happier.. *haha* After shopped awhile..we have went to the starbucks to rest and hav
e a relaxing day over a coffee.. then headed back to hotel to pack up our things for departure the next day.
around afternoon tIme again. *Keke* don't know why .. We can really waste the tIme sleeping away in the hotel rather than going out early, on this day we have planned to go MidValley, but too bad.. we don't have anything much to buy at this shopping mall, so we have planned to go KLCC instead, but this time much better, cos Vera have met up with her friend, so we have took a lift from him for our dinner as well as KLCC.. else, have to spent another cost on the Cab Fare again. Kinda wasted alot of the money on the travelling.. Finally I am able to bought a Levis Jeans at KLCC after a few shopped at other boutique.. at least my aim have got it.. must at least bought another pair of jeans back then will be more happier.. *haha* After shopped awhile..we have went to the starbucks to rest and hav
e a relaxing day over a coffee.. then headed back to hotel to pack up our things for departure the next day. 3rd Day : Unrelunctant to leave the place, *keke* I think most of us didn't really sleep very soundly either, thinking of the travelling back hours makes our mood 
sick.. however that was the damn waiting for the coach to arrive, imagine we have waited for 2hrs or so when we have asked to registered our boarding time at 1230pm, most of us really got fed-up with the coach and the service as well. No sense of proper arrangement at all..Finally board the coach at 230pm, then travelled back by then already 7pm+, it was nice of Vera friend to give us a lift home, else to carry the heavy bags ourselves is a very hassle things for us throughout the whole trip... Have thought we will be able to go home early but end up reached home around 8pm+, though it was not that late, but we could have been even more earlier instead. Finally the end of the KL trip.
sick.. however that was the damn waiting for the coach to arrive, imagine we have waited for 2hrs or so when we have asked to registered our boarding time at 1230pm, most of us really got fed-up with the coach and the service as well. No sense of proper arrangement at all..Finally board the coach at 230pm, then travelled back by then already 7pm+, it was nice of Vera friend to give us a lift home, else to carry the heavy bags ourselves is a very hassle things for us throughout the whole trip... Have thought we will be able to go home early but end up reached home around 8pm+, though it was not that late, but we could have been even more earlier instead. Finally the end of the KL trip.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:39 PM
♥ Wednesday, May 10, 2006♥
*~*~*~*EnjoyabLe Saturday*~*~*~*
Weekend as usual Was pretty a normal day for me with Dear..but to him.. is a Polling day for him to make the decision in Voting.. Unlike Jurong always so peaceful.. It have been since quite sometimes Jurong have to vote.. *Clap*.. Woke up in the afternoon as usual but I have to company him to the Polling Centre to put his Vote after that went to Northpoint to have our brunch.. window shopping and then headed home, Watch Tv the whole day till my dinner time then have our dinner, after that watch the news as Dear was so interested in the polling result even till midnight, he always can opened his big eyes and ear to know what is the result.. But as expected the *PAP* still got the major Votes out of it. Typical Singapore always only look on one thing but never expect to have any changes in their mind at all... Of Cos I have not much Interest on this either, I just sit there waiting for the news to end and slowly waiting for the night to fall.. After that as per planned, he have bring me to Geylang to eat durian during the midnight, Finally I have got to eat it as I have this Urge since Friday night.. Then off we went down.. but don't know why also can't eat alot either, maybe dinner eat too much .. so kinda wasted that went all the way down, end up eat alittle bit out of it and have to Tabao home for his family as well. AFter done with the durian, went to look around looking at the people who spent their wild night life out there... Was pretty interestig seeing alot of gals out on the street ogled by the men.. keke.. this is what the place are like, but really seems like so interesting for them to stay there for so long. For me I couldn't, cos I was so sleepy looking at them, so have ask him to head home for the night to end.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:23 AM
♥ Friday, May 5, 2006♥
*~*~*~*It a Bad week*~*~*~*
Finally the working week have over and today is again the Friday.. Actually It wasn't a good week for me either. I also don't know why either, it wasn't that I not feeling good in me. But I think the work really have overloaded me, making myself getting more and more depressed into the works I have but I did learnt alot of things which i never ever learnt in the past at all. Somehow when I was jammed somewhere, I blamed myself why I did not learnt well of what really going on before I went into even further details..? Now really have alot of things for me to learn, but somehow.. I was really very slowed in understanding thus have slow down my progressing speed. Was kinda of worry for myself and thinking whether I am really up to it anot.. *Haiz* Yeap.. Somehow it was because I have got reprimanded on this day, then will have such negative thinking and bad feeling which caused me to have lose even more confident in myself to succeed with the work on hand.. I really did try hard to understand what I am really doing, but the bad points which I have, is that I don't take the initative to approach nor open up my golden mouth to ask when I am in doubt, thus this caused me to be less interest to others and made people so unwillingly to teach me more when I am not keen.. This I knOw myself.. Sometimes when I feel that I can't do it.. I kept having the feeling of getting out of the mess to avoid making more mess up..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:23 PM
♥ Thursday, May 4, 2006♥
*~*~*~*Happy Birthday PeiYin*~*~*~*
After work, have went to KTV as planned @ Clementi to meet up with PeiYin 
(Bday Gal), Dean, Nick & Don.. hmm.. all the nicks sound like.. hmm.. usual people in this group.. but fun and loving people.. but always like to act humours one lei .. Especially the 3 of them who are damn super weird and funny, always like to disturb me and etc.. maybe too long never met up with them.. so abit like... topic out of the way.. but the best thing is that I loves to hear them sing especially thos
e Chinese Love songs Sang by the Male Artist.. Wow.. I can never imagine they can sang out like... it analoge... Can't believe my ears.. so soothing.. By the time I have reached there around 8+ , have already sang halfway of the night, so very fast the night also have over from 7-11pm.. all of us said good bye and headed home..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:06 PM
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