♥ Wednesday, February 28, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Dilemma State*~*~*~*
Suddenly when I tot of .............. I sure to caught in between... out of no where.. Things are being thrown to me to do, expedite, quote & alot of admin thingy to clear it out. Somehow I am feeling so sick of it.. As I am jammed when looking at the projects.. *Drawing, process and it all about Technical things I am so unsure of and lack of the understanding.. Expected to reply within 3 working days, I don't know I going to take how long before I can complete the job on hand. Sure will be chase by Customer and even my boss.. *Arrghh dOn't cOmes so fast*
I feel myself really in Dilemma mind thinking whether I should anot. *I am thinking of something which I want to do for myself. I thought I should be able to pursue further to get the kind of achievement I want. But somehow if I do want to pursue it, I will have to sacrifice as well. Why is always making a decision so difficult for me to decide once and for all.
Or maybe sometimes I think too much for nothing. A flashback was going on my mind running and running.. At that moment I suddenly remember if not for the someone. I wouldnt still be here till today .. At that time should have ended my time with here. But somehow I already let myself stay to adapt to their culture and the fun with them more longer than expected.
Suddenly when I tot of .............. I sure to caught in between... out of no where.. Things are being thrown to me to do, expedite, quote & alot of admin thingy to clear it out. Somehow I am feeling so sick of it.. As I am jammed when looking at the projects.. *Drawing, process and it all about Technical things I am so unsure of and lack of the understanding.. Expected to reply within 3 working days, I don't know I going to take how long before I can complete the job on hand. Sure will be chase by Customer and even my boss.. *Arrghh dOn't cOmes so fast*
I feel myself really in Dilemma mind thinking whether I should anot. *I am thinking of something which I want to do for myself. I thought I should be able to pursue further to get the kind of achievement I want. But somehow if I do want to pursue it, I will have to sacrifice as well. Why is always making a decision so difficult for me to decide once and for all.
Or maybe sometimes I think too much for nothing. A flashback was going on my mind running and running.. At that moment I suddenly remember if not for the someone. I wouldnt still be here till today .. At that time should have ended my time with here. But somehow I already let myself stay to adapt to their culture and the fun with them more longer than expected.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:25 AM
♥ Monday, February 26, 2007♥
*~*~*~*My Past weekend*~*~*~*
*:: 24Feb2007 ::*
*:: 24Feb2007 ::*
My weekend was another usual weekend just tat there are more gathering to go for the CNY period. However I've to go Angie house for the annual gathering without fail..It was always so fun and crowded to go her house as the people we met are those usual guys whom we would saw every year. Together having fun, gambling, chit chat and dinner was what we will do.. Just talk about the gambling, I thought I have quite a lucky hand today as have won quite a sum of money from others earlier, however maybe today wasn't my luck too.. Or luck have detoriated as time getting later and later.. All my winning money end up more and more going over to the winner side instead.. *sob Sob*... End up I didn't manage to win much Money home instead. *haha* Lucky I still have Dear to come and fetch me home saving me from spending on the midnIght cab charges. *Phew*
*:: 25Feb2007 ::*
Another Sunday morning.. met up with my friend and headed to his friend house together for the gathering.. playing Mahjong with them..Think today luck was quite good compare to yesterday.. *haha* I manage to get such a good cards that able to recoup quite a lot which I have lose previously. *hehe* Ended the game quite early in the evening. After that we went to have our dinner before heading home. It was quite a relax and early Sunday for me, just tat thinking of working tomorrow really.. make me sick as I think I have rest too much at home making me rotting soon...Was not able to sleep earlier due to the past few nights late turned in.. Gosh.. I really very tired and yet can't get to sleep..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:53 AM
♥ Tuesday, February 20, 2007♥
*~*~*~*CNY Day 2*~*~*~*
Woke up in the afternoon again.. The whole house left only my mummy and Bobby at home with me.. Bro's and sister went watched movie before going to Grandma place.. while me waiting for Dear to fetch both of us there around later afternoon.. Don't know why .. even not at work also have the craving for coffee today.. Mummy also have done with her breakfast and coffee as well.. *haiz* Means I have to go down to buy coffee myself.. *sianx*
Well.. since have to bring my dog to go for his pooing.. *haha*.... so I have made the trip down then, carry him all the way cross the road to the coffeeshop.. Lucky those vendors did not scold me for bring the dog there which actually restricted to pets.. After buying the coffee, waited for Bobby to done with his pooing, *finally this is the first time I saw him really doing business in front of me even.. *Yucks*..
It time to doll up myself while waiting for Ray to come around this timing.. which rather late and most of my relatives also have reached grandma place.. Somehow we don't really like to be there early cos it was really so bored to stay there for so long and doing nothing at all.. *not to say gambling during new year was also not allowed to do so in this house at all.. * haiz. the fun game was gone since then.. the only thing to do was to watch show, eat titbits, take red packet, talking craps and waiting for dinner to start. After we have done with our dinner, most of us have decided to head home at last..
My 2nd plan was to go Mark parent house after that since Ray will be bringing me there on the way before heading to his friend house.. So able to drop by to Mark place before going with him to his friend house.. *haha*.. But it was very late when I reached there, thus most of his relative have already went h ome.. which is much more better at least I don't need to say so many times *Happy New Year* to many people.. *clapclap*.. Dint Stay his house for long and leave when Ray have reached to take me home.. *So tired*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:47 AM
♥ Sunday, February 18, 2007♥
*~*~*~*First day of New Year*~*~*~*
The first day of the New Year, as usual our family outing since we need not go any house visiting for today.. Meaning to say there will have no red packets for us either.. Except from my Mummy and Uncle... In fact I think I have to make myself disappeared every new year instead.. as definetely there will have people asking from me.. I couldn't wake up in the morning at all as I have turned in late last night after 1 round of Mahjong session.. about 5am then ended the night.. *Yawn*
So I did not go with them to Bugis for the worshipping.. Nap till afternoon time, woke up to get myself doll up while waiting for Dear to come find me with all my new clothes left in his house previously, Finally he have arrived together with his bro this time..since he was alone at home, so bring him together to enjoy the family outing with us as well.. So happily dress up with my new jeans and the blouse to go with my new red high heels...
*:: Done with my designated Nails today ::*
*:: While waiting ::*
The first day of the New Year, as usual our family outing since we need not go any house visiting for today.. Meaning to say there will have no red packets for us either.. Except from my Mummy and Uncle... In fact I think I have to make myself disappeared every new year instead.. as definetely there will have people asking from me.. I couldn't wake up in the morning at all as I have turned in late last night after 1 round of Mahjong session.. about 5am then ended the night.. *Yawn*
So I did not go with them to Bugis for the worshipping.. Nap till afternoon time, woke up to get myself doll up while waiting for Dear to come find me with all my new clothes left in his house previously, Finally he have arrived together with his bro this time..since he was alone at home, so bring him together to enjoy the family outing with us as well.. So happily dress up with my new jeans and the blouse to go with my new red high heels...
*:: Done with my designated Nails today ::*
*:: While waiting ::*
*Yipee It tIme to go out to meet up with my family..Supposed to be somewhere around town area, but opps I think something happened to them on the way... *Arguement*.. my gosh!!. Argue on the first day because of places disagreement ba... Maybe because there were no mall opening on this day and there isn't anything for them to do either especially to stay under the hot weather.. made them furious ba.. however after we have decided to head to MS even though there no shopping mall open today and it gonna be a hot day if going to the *Hongbao River*.. After we have reached there, we went to have our lunch first.. then went to play one round of bowling.. *haha* I think my skill also have detoriated.. cos I din manage to score at least 100+ and above which I always do previously. Forget it anyway they also din manage to do it any better !!.. *haha*
After the game it was already late afternoon and the good time to go to the Hongbao River der.. but reali got disappointed with the theme this year.. There are nothing to see at all.. except for the usual decoration like those 12 animals for people to take pic with their own zodiac!!.. Can change something new and different for another year.?? After a few pics taken, have something to eat then head home in the evening time around 8+ then reached home.. Can say it really very tiring for today.. after a long walking day.. Just can't wait to take off my shoes.. as it is making me uncomfortable... =( *Ended my first day.
After the game it was already late afternoon and the good time to go to the Hongbao River der.. but reali got disappointed with the theme this year.. There are nothing to see at all.. except for the usual decoration like those 12 animals for people to take pic with their own zodiac!!.. Can change something new and different for another year.?? After a few pics taken, have something to eat then head home in the evening time around 8+ then reached home.. Can say it really very tiring for today.. after a long walking day.. Just can't wait to take off my shoes.. as it is making me uncomfortable... =( *Ended my first day.
*:: Snappy Shot with Dear ::*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:53 PM
♥ Saturday, February 17, 2007♥
*~*~*~*It break time*~*~*~*
Yipee.. Finally have endured till the day come that we all can finally countdown for the New Year coming down soon. So happy.. All of us in fact there only half of the people reporting for work today.. For some have definetely jolly well took the long holiday starting from today for the preparation. After today.. we will have total of 6 days including the Weekend to rest.. Official Shut down was from 17Feb ~ 23Feb. But I don't wish to waste 1 day of leave away which will be deducted from our own leave, so I have choose to go back work instead since there are people around too..
It was really quite a boring day at work.. But of cos I am still quite busy with my work doing all the shipment plan and etc before I can target myself to release early even though it was not announce that we are able to leave early anot. But I am already in shut down mode to the work.. Means I can't work anymore the more longer I stayed there the more I feel like going to doze off. End up.. I have to movie to keep myself awake and kill the time for at least 1hr or so and when the time striked 5pm. All of us have decide to release ourselves since there isn't any bosses around either.
By the time I reached home was only around 1hr earlier than my usual time.. well.. better than nothing and later.. lucky have took a cab home to avoid get drench in the rain. =).. Went home rest and nap awhile before heading to the market for my dinner and shop for my groceries as well. But it not be rush to get everything as the shops will be open till the next morning at least. Therfore I am sure there still alot of crowd now. There even lacked of parking lots at my house carpark now... Oh gosh..later Dear will be coming to find me for the shopping as well.. I wondered will he have the space to park his car anot.. Simply full!! Gonna have a nice browsing around later.!! But I am actually quite tired at this time now which is 1am.. Blog a little while to keep myself awake while waiting for him to come. After a few msg with him.. In the end I knew it. Because of the late timing, It impossible for him to come at all.. Even the shop can wait for him but I am already too tired to wait for him.. We both decided to cancel this meeting instead and I will end my day tonite, Think I have a better one on the New Year Eve instead to Chinatown...
Yipee.. Finally have endured till the day come that we all can finally countdown for the New Year coming down soon. So happy.. All of us in fact there only half of the people reporting for work today.. For some have definetely jolly well took the long holiday starting from today for the preparation. After today.. we will have total of 6 days including the Weekend to rest.. Official Shut down was from 17Feb ~ 23Feb. But I don't wish to waste 1 day of leave away which will be deducted from our own leave, so I have choose to go back work instead since there are people around too..
It was really quite a boring day at work.. But of cos I am still quite busy with my work doing all the shipment plan and etc before I can target myself to release early even though it was not announce that we are able to leave early anot. But I am already in shut down mode to the work.. Means I can't work anymore the more longer I stayed there the more I feel like going to doze off. End up.. I have to movie to keep myself awake and kill the time for at least 1hr or so and when the time striked 5pm. All of us have decide to release ourselves since there isn't any bosses around either.
By the time I reached home was only around 1hr earlier than my usual time.. well.. better than nothing and later.. lucky have took a cab home to avoid get drench in the rain. =).. Went home rest and nap awhile before heading to the market for my dinner and shop for my groceries as well. But it not be rush to get everything as the shops will be open till the next morning at least. Therfore I am sure there still alot of crowd now. There even lacked of parking lots at my house carpark now... Oh gosh..later Dear will be coming to find me for the shopping as well.. I wondered will he have the space to park his car anot.. Simply full!! Gonna have a nice browsing around later.!! But I am actually quite tired at this time now which is 1am.. Blog a little while to keep myself awake while waiting for him to come. After a few msg with him.. In the end I knew it. Because of the late timing, It impossible for him to come at all.. Even the shop can wait for him but I am already too tired to wait for him.. We both decided to cancel this meeting instead and I will end my day tonite, Think I have a better one on the New Year Eve instead to Chinatown...
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:51 AM
♥ Friday, February 16, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Boredom*~*~*~*
Why I am so bored today? It seems like everything seems so quiet especially when it near to CNY holiday coming soon.. Most of the office almost going to shut down soon.. But my office still operate normal on this whole week.. Most people have took leave to leave for their holiday, hometown and preparation for the upcoming event. The time for this whole week really very slow.. Even one minute also feel like one second..Can really feel I am damn bored here.. When is my knock off time gonna be here.?? Somehow there evil thought on me to go on urgent leave tomorrow?? Whatever things come back on the 26Feb then say?? *thinking.. thinking*
After knock off, will be going to meet Cerissa at Orchard for a shopping, dinner and maybe unwind depend on how the time goes for us when we are there.. sometimes it impossible to do so many things at one go when things are easier to said than done.. *haha*.. Most probably shopping will be out of the list.. As she have nothing to buy, for me is just want to use up a $30 Voucher from Isetan.. Maybe can just plan to buy a blusher which I like it very much from *Anna Sui*?? Or is there any other better things for me to buy? >> Continued
Reach Orchard around 730+ and while waiting for her to come, I went to shop myself *LMG* one of my favourite boutique cos I have got the 15% disc for the member and further discount storewide 15% as well.. got a blouse in white which I only average liking.. but cos the price is afforable so I bought it at $20.40 after less 30%. Afterwhich went in to Isetan to browse for something which can used the $30 voucher, end up I still only look around for the blusher between Paul & Joe or Biotherm cost also around the same at 30+.. In the end I decided to buy the Biotherm instead since I am using the foundation for the base.. Might as well go as one whole set since I am comfortable with it.
Met up with Cerissa around 8+ and straight headed for our dinner, but I did not had any of it, maybe the time quite late and somemore don't have anymore craved for the dinner but craved on Mint Ice-cream instead, I have been thinking of eating Ice-Cream since Tues.. but until today still have not fulfil my craving at all! Will I be able to get it tomorrow instead.. after the dinner, we have walked alittle while then stop by @ the Wisma Indochine for a short and relax unwind before heading home...
*:: My Biotherm Blusher ::*
*:: My 6th Blouse from *LMG ::*
*:: Our Enjoyment for the Drink ::*
*:: The Drink colors matches to Our clothes ::*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:33 PM
♥ Thursday, February 15, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Happy Valentine Day*~*~*~*
A day to spend with your loves one.. the sweet moments to share, the memories to hold every now.. I guess almost all the couples will be out on the streets soon after the office hours is over.. Holding brunch of bouquet in their hands or even the bears, chocolates and etc from their loves one .. Remember the school times I have rec'd on this special days were those Bear, Chocolate and Flowers.. was really the sweet things flashed back then.. But for me not going to spend this special day for today.. as usual I think have been quite sometimes I did not really go celebrate such a day too.. It not because everything were expensive, alot of couples outside nor anything else, it just that Dear couldn't have the heart to bring me out specially for the atmosphere at all.. I don't know what to say about him either.. I accept the fact that ya.. i won't be meeting him tonight at all.. I be going home to buy the CNY biscuit for his mother before everything got sweep out. Ya. that is my program for tonight.. =)
Yipee.. I have rec'd a big bouquet from someone - who said he likes me alot but as friends ok.. what do you all think about.. ?? hahaha.. he don't want me to reveal his name.... in fact I am ok to reveal his name.. but respect to his choice to remain the secret between us.. *haha*.. Hope no one have actually saw him placing the order that day.. cos the place was very near to his office wor... I guess alot of people will walk pass this place for their lunch there..Else I think I am not able to keep this secret of his anymore +haha+ Apart from this bouquet.. As usual have got a stalk of rose from my Boss of this company which is the 2nd time he have distribute to the ladies in this office..
+ Big stalks of Lilies +
A day to spend with your loves one.. the sweet moments to share, the memories to hold every now.. I guess almost all the couples will be out on the streets soon after the office hours is over.. Holding brunch of bouquet in their hands or even the bears, chocolates and etc from their loves one .. Remember the school times I have rec'd on this special days were those Bear, Chocolate and Flowers.. was really the sweet things flashed back then.. But for me not going to spend this special day for today.. as usual I think have been quite sometimes I did not really go celebrate such a day too.. It not because everything were expensive, alot of couples outside nor anything else, it just that Dear couldn't have the heart to bring me out specially for the atmosphere at all.. I don't know what to say about him either.. I accept the fact that ya.. i won't be meeting him tonight at all.. I be going home to buy the CNY biscuit for his mother before everything got sweep out. Ya. that is my program for tonight.. =)
Yipee.. I have rec'd a big bouquet from someone - who said he likes me alot but as friends ok.. what do you all think about.. ?? hahaha.. he don't want me to reveal his name.... in fact I am ok to reveal his name.. but respect to his choice to remain the secret between us.. *haha*.. Hope no one have actually saw him placing the order that day.. cos the place was very near to his office wor... I guess alot of people will walk pass this place for their lunch there..Else I think I am not able to keep this secret of his anymore +haha+ Apart from this bouquet.. As usual have got a stalk of rose from my Boss of this company which is the 2nd time he have distribute to the ladies in this office..
+ Big stalks of Lilies +
+ A stalk of Rose from my boss +
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:37 PM
♥ Sunday, February 11, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Happy Moods*~*~*~*
* 10 Feb 2007 - Saturday *
I thought that this weekend is the most boring weekend I will have..In fact I feel myself into depressed mood especially on the Saturday.. Intially have planned to go out either to Msia or Town for a walk.. But somehow planned change... still ok .. but then was change that he is not going to bring me out for our date or even go out for a shopping spree at all.. In the end we only went out with his mother to Supermarket to shop for the groceries needed to prepare for the upcoming CNY.. Pre-Preparation before the shop going to close for the season.. Expected there will have alot of people going to the supermarket as well.. but not just the supermarket, and even on the road also the same things.. The route towards the custom which can lead us to the supermarket.. It was a totali disaster jammed and long waiting for us..
Maybe there are better way to go just dont understand why he have chose to use this route instead.. End up we are caught in the jam as well for about 2hrs... before we can reached destination.. Still not there yet, also have diffculties to find a good lot to part as well.. Weekend definetely is not a good day to come at all. So many people, families and cars are all finding a good lots to park their cars as well.. so once saw the available lot no need to think much .. just get in and park. After we have done buying our things, we did not stay much longer either, used about 2hr or so to get everything done and headed somewhere for our dinner before heading home.. Totally drained out and depressed mode.. =(
* 11 Feb 2007 - Sunday *
It another usual Sunday for me.. Thinking that I won't have any more plan to go anywhere for today either.. going into depressed mode again.. Woke up in the early morning to get the housechores done asap before I can get down to my revision for today.. But I know myself do not have the spirit to sit down for the revise either.. Just keep on dragging myself to do something and excuse from the books. OMG.. It another 1 more month I have to sit for my exams again !! Sickening mood I have for today.. Finally have done mopping the floor, watch a little bit of the show *Let it Shine* download from the MOBTV which I have missed seeing it.. Watch around about 3 episode whild folding the clothes for them too. His mother also have knocked off from work, and suggested us to bring her down to AMK Hub (new shopping centre) for a walk to see what there to buy.. I find it erm.. at least bether than cooping at home even there no big deal.
After we have reached there, just walked around the central area, got the things I want as in.. erm.. It my own personal things in my shopping list, after that we head to the AMK HUB and surprised to see that that there are quite a few boutique I know of selling clothes and the shoes especially in this small mall.. I was kinda excited when I saw this "Mondo" Immediately went in to ask for the shoes which I not able to get it previously from Far East as dont have my size.. they did not bother to ask the other outlet to find out whether available for me anot.. But lucky enough I have manage to get the shoes I want and aside have also got myself another one more pair out of the blue... *haha*.. End up.. I got so many pairs of shoes for the new year.. 1 Boots and 2 Heels.. * My Shoes *
Apart from that, Dear have promised to get a watch as my Valentine gift too.. but somehow no nice design caught my eyes either.. Keep thinking wanna to it from either Swatch or Fossil.. But no need to say, Fossil have only limited design for ladies.. Have saw one from the Swatch which have a purplerish face with a bit of diamond in it.. but somehow it not the kind of design in my mind which I have thought.. At that Moment I just walked off without buying it.. and so glad I have made the right choice to give up. As I have saw here which I kinda of like it better than the Swatch at a reasonable afforable price.. Without considering much.. Dear have paid for it.. Happily headed home..
* My Valentine watch
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:21 PM
♥ Saturday, February 10, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Finally it cOmes*~*~*~*
After a long waiting, all of us were guessing whether we have anot.. The management did not annouce anything neither good nor bad.. Some of us have even heard.. *hey there no bonus for this month because company have gave us extra day off for the CNY as compensation.. At that moments, I was furious.. so angry... thinking I have waited so long for nothing... Yeap.... this is in our angry mind..
The next day... We have asked, that is it we won't have our Bonus for this year?? My boss replied >> who said so ?? will have, will have...... so made us all waited again... giving us another chance to believe that we will have it.. In our mind was still another question marks again.. Tinking both are the management.. but whose words is more true and accurate..... ? But still since have already waited, just go on waiting.. =/
On this day... We heard from people saying ... they have got their bonus in their bank... was it true..?? What we have heard.. ? it comfirmed?? We are still guessing here and there.. talking here and there.. checking internet banking every now and then to see whether I got it.. and one click in.. I saw the cheque deposit the amount of money today.. Yeap.. Finally we have got it.. though it not alot.. but it also 1 month for us.. meaning to say I have got 1+1 = 2mth inclusive of the AWS!.. Phew... =)
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:59 PM
♥ Wednesday, February 7, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Sudden Urgent Leave*~*~*~*
At last something which cheers my whole family up was here.. *secret* Erm Suppose to take a leave today.. However I did not do so and plan ahead for the leave, so no choice I need to go work as usual.. though I have something on today... but since I have never planned my leave ahead, I have to woke up early, get myself doll up and go to work as usual, However seeing my whole family at home also prepare to get themselves ready for the outing today.. Got me tempted and don't feel like going to work either.. In fact today they have actually told me beforehand there will have family outing due to special occasion.
Finally I have made up my mind not to report work for today .. *keke* frankly speaking I wasn't in the good and right mind to make myself stay at work... I will think alot, things keep running in my mind and make me lost concentration @ work.. I know myself.. However since I have decide to make it a day for rest, I will use this day to make me forget things which is unhappy, relaxed myself through out the time I have with my family. We have planned to have our lunch at the *RanGoon* Bak kut Tei recommended by my brother, but too bad it was closed for renovation when we reached there.. Just too bad we have to Bugis Street for it instead.. after that went Queensway shopping for the guys clothing before we headed to IMM Giant for groceries..
At last something which cheers my whole family up was here.. *secret* Erm Suppose to take a leave today.. However I did not do so and plan ahead for the leave, so no choice I need to go work as usual.. though I have something on today... but since I have never planned my leave ahead, I have to woke up early, get myself doll up and go to work as usual, However seeing my whole family at home also prepare to get themselves ready for the outing today.. Got me tempted and don't feel like going to work either.. In fact today they have actually told me beforehand there will have family outing due to special occasion.
Finally I have made up my mind not to report work for today .. *keke* frankly speaking I wasn't in the good and right mind to make myself stay at work... I will think alot, things keep running in my mind and make me lost concentration @ work.. I know myself.. However since I have decide to make it a day for rest, I will use this day to make me forget things which is unhappy, relaxed myself through out the time I have with my family. We have planned to have our lunch at the *RanGoon* Bak kut Tei recommended by my brother, but too bad it was closed for renovation when we reached there.. Just too bad we have to Bugis Street for it instead.. after that went Queensway shopping for the guys clothing before we headed to IMM Giant for groceries..
After running around the whole day was only about 5+ in the evening when my off day time have over.. but all of us was already drained out that can fall asleep easily wherever we can.. headed home around this time to have my dinner and rested for the whole day till tomorrow another endless working day.. *haiz*..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:01 PM
♥ ♥
*~*~*~*My Second Shopping spree*~*~*~*
A day happened on the 06Feb2007
A day happened on the 06Feb2007
It seems I have been enjoying myself.. Alone with myself.. Talking about yesterday, I was amazed with myself that I am able to spend the time shopping alone after work... This was in my thought and urge to do so during at work. Yeap I have the urge to go for a shopping spree when I suddenly thought of that I should be able to get something from Far East after going round and round the whole Singapore just to get my shopping list done.. It was so easy to draw out a shopping list for the CNY especially yet it can be so difficult to get the task done when I wanted to do so. I even have tried to look around just to go around the whole Singapore shopping mall which I am familiar with.. just to get the things I want asap... I don't want to be a frantically freak at the last minute when the CNY is coming nearer and nearer that everything seems to grab finished and left the last pc for me... Shopping alone can be a great feeling too...
After I have knocked off, without any hesitation, I headed straight to Orchard and start my shopping browsing.. Target myself to spend get y $100? Just to get a 3/4 & long pant or maybe a shoes.? *haha* Expected that $100 is sure not enough for so many thing at one go. Moreover I haven't even know what I really would get in the end with just the budget $100. Somehow I think my mind was in a messing thought, I was also feeling quite down too... Somehow my whole mind was empty instead with no idea of what I really want to get.. I went in shop by shop, ask to try out the pants which I want.. First shop which I walked into was named "ZENS" mixture of ladies and guys clothing here and there... The price was around the affordable rate.. and because of the price, I have a hard time getting a blouse which I wanted to get it so much no matter how. After I have tried on 2 sizes, end up only "XS" suited me.. But just too bad that all design and color for "XS" was simply hard to get it... Just because there only have 5pcs each for the design and sizes.. after searching high and low, I manage to get one though it not the design which I want, but I just want it, the salesgirl also know how much I want it... Have tried hard to recommend and find for me.. At least they have show a good gesture to a customer, was give me a 10% disc of the cost price since it was the last pc. *Great, grab it only $20.60 after less.. *haha*
Subsequently I have just walked aimlessly looking the shops which will attract me in. *Saw this brand named "Mystic* selling clothes like abit formal.. but not that very formal.. so have went in to take a look..One Pant design manage to caught my eyesight for a try on.. It actually have 2 type of the same design, just tat one is long and short pant... price differ by $10 ba.. After tried it on, I think I will still prefer to get the long pant instead since I find one that suit me @ $49.90.. Isnt that cheap compare to the market outside.? But the bad thing is that I sure have to go for the alteration whenever I get the long pants... This is the most headache part for me during the CNY season, seems like all tailor were taken up in no times, telling me they have alot to rush, may not be able to make it for me in times.. Never mind.. I give up but I won't stop finding other choice just to get it done asap.
Afterwhich, I have walked into another shop, which do not have much choice for people to choose either, But I saw one 3/4 pant that I like it... Went to try it on.. It wasn't really that nice.. but I must emphasis that it not the pant not nice, though really wasn't that nice on me but I still want to get it...cause I think this is the design which I want to get it in my mind... The bad part was.. It doesn't show my butt out..!! Yeap .. means I am too thin for this pant.. *Yipee* commented given by the salesgirl.. Ain't she honest enough to tell me that knowing that I won't buy that since I got a negative comment.. No more thinking it further.. I still ask her for a new pc too.. The same they have spent quite a long time searching for this pant, and don't tell me *sorry Miss, our "s" no more? but lucky I wasn't that unlucky.. they manage to find it out for me.. help me poke 2 more holes for the belt go with the pant. Before I want to make payment, I saw another design which is shorter than a 3/4, after tried it on, I asked for a new pc as well.. *haha*.. just like this.. I got 2 pants from this shop cost me total of $63.80 for 2.. Think this maybe pretty costly for just 2 casual short pants ba..
Finally, I almost have done with all my shopping list... my spending was over $100 for 3 pants & 1 belt. Opps.. I haven't get a pair of shoes yet.. A pair of high heels.. to go with my outfits which I bought today.. Went in the usual boutique "Mondo", Saw one Heels which is quite nice and have 20% disc storewide, wanted to get it.. But why am I so lucky today is that, the only pair of size "35" have sold out .. No choice, but to walk out empty handed.. *kinda disappointed but this is the first time I shopped like nobody business* Maybe giving myself an excuse that shopping for the clothes because CNY is arriving. *haha*.. ended my day happily @ 8+ carrying the shopping bag home. *haha*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:04 PM
♥ Sunday, February 4, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Usual Sunday*~*~*~*
Another relaxed sunday was suppose to be my exams revision day, but was not able to make it =( seem like a lot of things to do made my time so tight that I simply can't do any of the revision at all. Or maybe I din't really plan out my time properly thus giving alot of excuse to make myself less guilty =p but I can said I do spent alot of time on playing games as well.. which I have learnt how to play further and further which made me more and more obesses to give it a stop..
However when I woke up was already my lunch time again, as usual we have went to the Chong Pang Hawker for our brunch as planned, afterwhich stroll a little while then headed back home for a rest and start to do the housechores, folding clothes and ironing.. Finally when I have done with everything, it was already time to go out for our dinner time. The most dislikes thing I don't like was before going to a destination for dinner, Ray must make a trip down to "Pipit Road" to pick his brother up from his gf house.. "Yeah.. I just kinda selfish that I don't like this trouble thing." It just another troublesome matter for him.
After have fetched him up, we headed to Outram Park for our dinner then. Was another busy street due to the New Year is coming.. Alot of people likes to make a trip down to Chinatown especially for the groceries & the atmosphere. But that doesn't mean I am here for it too.. I just have to go with the crowds.. +keke+ but somehow nothing caught my eyes either and was still in the midist to search a watch for myself.... Have found one of the choice +Casio+ in this watch shop but was kinda hesitating of the design.. Maybe it was not the design in my mind. Though Ray have said it look so nice, but then I would rather buy another one instead which might be more costly..I choose to give up this choice and decide to find more before I can really decide to have the one in my mind. Din manage to buy anything except 2 pcs of pyjamas which I long to get it and headed home.
Another relaxed sunday was suppose to be my exams revision day, but was not able to make it =( seem like a lot of things to do made my time so tight that I simply can't do any of the revision at all. Or maybe I din't really plan out my time properly thus giving alot of excuse to make myself less guilty =p but I can said I do spent alot of time on playing games as well.. which I have learnt how to play further and further which made me more and more obesses to give it a stop..
However when I woke up was already my lunch time again, as usual we have went to the Chong Pang Hawker for our brunch as planned, afterwhich stroll a little while then headed back home for a rest and start to do the housechores, folding clothes and ironing.. Finally when I have done with everything, it was already time to go out for our dinner time. The most dislikes thing I don't like was before going to a destination for dinner, Ray must make a trip down to "Pipit Road" to pick his brother up from his gf house.. "Yeah.. I just kinda selfish that I don't like this trouble thing." It just another troublesome matter for him.
After have fetched him up, we headed to Outram Park for our dinner then. Was another busy street due to the New Year is coming.. Alot of people likes to make a trip down to Chinatown especially for the groceries & the atmosphere. But that doesn't mean I am here for it too.. I just have to go with the crowds.. +keke+ but somehow nothing caught my eyes either and was still in the midist to search a watch for myself.... Have found one of the choice +Casio+ in this watch shop but was kinda hesitating of the design.. Maybe it was not the design in my mind. Though Ray have said it look so nice, but then I would rather buy another one instead which might be more costly..I choose to give up this choice and decide to find more before I can really decide to have the one in my mind. Din manage to buy anything except 2 pcs of pyjamas which I long to get it and headed home.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:04 PM
♥ Saturday, February 3, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Saturday shopping spree*~*~*~*
Yeah!!.. Finally waited for the Saturday here... I can start my shopping spree on this day since after the last 2 week was my miserable times staying at home and bored. As planned, Ray bring me to Malaysia "Jusco" to get my "Levis" Jeans which I have long wanted to get it +Eve Straight Cut+ which not all "Levis" in JB will bring in at all. I missed it that time when I went to Holiday Plaza to look for it but to no avail.. I have to go home empty handed instead.
But not for this time.. since I am here.. no matter what .. I must get it by today for my CNY clothing and without much hesitation, took my size *haha* luckily they have size 24 for me and try in on for them to do with the alteration length.. After consideration, I decided to get one for Ray as well.. since he dont have any Jeans in his wardrobe at all.. Can't imagine right a 28years old man do not have any nice Jeans for outing?? Haiz.. me also not surprise about it either.. In fact I don't really have any ideas how to go about choosing the jeans for the guy wear.. What is the actual and in model now for the guys.? But luckily with the help of the salesgirl, I manage to get one for him which he also like it very much.. At least we did not have a hard time choosing one. After shop awhile more before going for our dinner, I manage to get the bottle of perfume from the bodyshop "Spring Orchid" which have already discontinued in Spore. No longer sell in the market anymore.. To my surprise they still have this but only a few bottles left till stock end. *so happy* that I did not go home empty handed this time.
Yeah!!.. Finally waited for the Saturday here... I can start my shopping spree on this day since after the last 2 week was my miserable times staying at home and bored. As planned, Ray bring me to Malaysia "Jusco" to get my "Levis" Jeans which I have long wanted to get it +Eve Straight Cut+ which not all "Levis" in JB will bring in at all. I missed it that time when I went to Holiday Plaza to look for it but to no avail.. I have to go home empty handed instead.
But not for this time.. since I am here.. no matter what .. I must get it by today for my CNY clothing and without much hesitation, took my size *haha* luckily they have size 24 for me and try in on for them to do with the alteration length.. After consideration, I decided to get one for Ray as well.. since he dont have any Jeans in his wardrobe at all.. Can't imagine right a 28years old man do not have any nice Jeans for outing?? Haiz.. me also not surprise about it either.. In fact I don't really have any ideas how to go about choosing the jeans for the guy wear.. What is the actual and in model now for the guys.? But luckily with the help of the salesgirl, I manage to get one for him which he also like it very much.. At least we did not have a hard time choosing one. After shop awhile more before going for our dinner, I manage to get the bottle of perfume from the bodyshop "Spring Orchid" which have already discontinued in Spore. No longer sell in the market anymore.. To my surprise they still have this but only a few bottles left till stock end. *so happy* that I did not go home empty handed this time.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:50 PM
♥ Friday, February 2, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Hogging on*~*~*~*
Why the bad feeling still hogging on to me ? Not letting me go ? Is it so much fun hogging on to me and making me unbalance in my stand and emotion? I am not good as balancing neither am very good in adjusting myself to the right position I want. Just don't know whether things are on the right track for each moves I have made. EVeryday I am being asked and question and make decision and to think what I should think and what I should do then is the correct way. I am very tired. It seems like before I can answer to every question, I am being buried with more and more question and that is why I feel so tired and heavy each day.
In fact for today, I am feeling much better, just that I am still feeling moodless and restless as I have to take sometImes to adjust the mood to be better and better slowly.. Mainly also because I have the answer in my heart to answer to the question which have buried me.. which I think should be understandable after today.. I am still under recovery but not as fast as you think.. But what I can for sure is *No more turning back* from today onward since I decided to look ahead.. actually shouldnt people looked ahead and nt think back when they have decided to do so ?? Maybe I am just the creature think too much... However finally I have my hair cut since the last time I can't remember when was it... I feel the weight lighter, not as dry and brittle as it look, the best part.. I have made the right choice to cut away the fringe and leave it as the dolly head.. *haha*. Have ask for comment from Vera, she said look more better this way.. At least I look more fresher.. and maybe to me I think more cuter? *haha*..
Why the bad feeling still hogging on to me ? Not letting me go ? Is it so much fun hogging on to me and making me unbalance in my stand and emotion? I am not good as balancing neither am very good in adjusting myself to the right position I want. Just don't know whether things are on the right track for each moves I have made. EVeryday I am being asked and question and make decision and to think what I should think and what I should do then is the correct way. I am very tired. It seems like before I can answer to every question, I am being buried with more and more question and that is why I feel so tired and heavy each day.
In fact for today, I am feeling much better, just that I am still feeling moodless and restless as I have to take sometImes to adjust the mood to be better and better slowly.. Mainly also because I have the answer in my heart to answer to the question which have buried me.. which I think should be understandable after today.. I am still under recovery but not as fast as you think.. But what I can for sure is *No more turning back* from today onward since I decided to look ahead.. actually shouldnt people looked ahead and nt think back when they have decided to do so ?? Maybe I am just the creature think too much... However finally I have my hair cut since the last time I can't remember when was it... I feel the weight lighter, not as dry and brittle as it look, the best part.. I have made the right choice to cut away the fringe and leave it as the dolly head.. *haha*. Have ask for comment from Vera, she said look more better this way.. At least I look more fresher.. and maybe to me I think more cuter? *haha*..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:39 PM
♥ Thursday, February 1, 2007♥
*~*~*~*Feel so heavy*~*~*~*
Don't know why ... I feel so heavy in me.. the kind of heavy feeling which I almost not able to lift myself up to do anything else.. Have to force myself get out of the bed, travelled to work, immediately walk off after knock off time, increase my foot pace to go home early.... that what I have been doing for these few days.. New year is around the corner. It seems alot of things I have not done at all... Not yet done buying new clothings, cleaning up my rooms and etc.. The worst is.. I really need a hair trim for my damage hair badly, I need to cut everything of the bad hair away ... it too long, too damage, too dry and too brittle.. simply cannot run smoothly through my fingers. Maybe such damage hair feeling cause my mood and everything so heavy in me, thinking what should I cut away my fringe or leave as it is..?? Somehow I feel that I don't suit to have long fringe hanging in front... like covering my eyes.. made me look so listless, everyday like a sleepy face..*Dilemma* to cut or not
Erm.. Friday meeting with the gals gonna cancelled due to not free, personal problems and alot so have to postpone to another week instead which also not able to comfirmed.. *haha* I think have to hurry go shop for the clothing myself.. there always changes in the meeting plan.. don't know when is the time we can really meet up and to go shopping somemore.. Finally weekend going to come.. I must get my shopping spree done...
Don't know why ... I feel so heavy in me.. the kind of heavy feeling which I almost not able to lift myself up to do anything else.. Have to force myself get out of the bed, travelled to work, immediately walk off after knock off time, increase my foot pace to go home early.... that what I have been doing for these few days.. New year is around the corner. It seems alot of things I have not done at all... Not yet done buying new clothings, cleaning up my rooms and etc.. The worst is.. I really need a hair trim for my damage hair badly, I need to cut everything of the bad hair away ... it too long, too damage, too dry and too brittle.. simply cannot run smoothly through my fingers. Maybe such damage hair feeling cause my mood and everything so heavy in me, thinking what should I cut away my fringe or leave as it is..?? Somehow I feel that I don't suit to have long fringe hanging in front... like covering my eyes.. made me look so listless, everyday like a sleepy face..*Dilemma* to cut or not
Erm.. Friday meeting with the gals gonna cancelled due to not free, personal problems and alot so have to postpone to another week instead which also not able to comfirmed.. *haha* I think have to hurry go shop for the clothing myself.. there always changes in the meeting plan.. don't know when is the time we can really meet up and to go shopping somemore.. Finally weekend going to come.. I must get my shopping spree done...
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:10 AM
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