*::The wOrld where Beanie Beneath::*

♥ Thursday, June 28, 2007♥

The last minute arrangement for a meet up with the few of them. Just a simple gathering for a catch up for a chat & gathered around since the last time we have met. There isn't much things we talk about but all those crappy things in us.. The time was short but still enjoyable for all of us.. Enjoying the moments @ New Asia bar with our supersize Cocktail shared by 6 of us. hehe.. and thou it stated for 4 pax.. but was still alot for the 6 of us that we have to play games to bottoms everything up before we can end the night around 12am then we headed home.

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*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 7:49 PM

♥ Friday, June 22, 2007♥

Today is my 5th session of the facial treatment. So far after been paying a lump sum of money every week almost at least 4 times in one month. My heart really kind of aching whenever I have to withdraw my money for the session. I'm so glad it did show some improvement after 5 sessions, eg the whole of my face have become more smoother. with radiance and looked more cleaner now. At least after this time round I can really see the aftermath effect @ the end of the day.

I've went through quite a different type of treatment today not sure what are the things which Celia have used on me either.. there are few things which she never use on the previous treatment. However she have told me that I shouldn't be going for swimming permanently. Glad she have actually informed me beforehand else I think I would waste the whole course soon. Haiz.. there will have no more swimming for me anymore unless I will have another amount of money to re-do the whole course again. *Sob* I simply loves swimming too much but I have to sacrifice it now.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:05 PM

♥ ♥

**Cancerian horoscope for 22June2007**

The Bottom Line

Do not give up if things are not going as smoothly as you'd hoped they would.

In Detail

Do not give up if things are not going as smoothly as you'd hoped they would. Keep pushing forward. This process is taking more time than expected -- but that could work to your benefit in the end. Maybe you need to slow down -- sometimes, 'slow and steady' really does win the race. If you feel as though you're repeating yourself again and again today, maybe it's time to change the way you're delivering your message.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:05 PM

♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007♥

Planned after work, Violet, Jo & me together with Takayama & Hooh Hashizaki met up a nice dinner located @ the Newton Circus. We gals somehow don't have good impression to go Newton hawker for dinner either, as the last time I went there was already few years back. The whole place was like full of dirty & polluted air like this. But this time round was completely different feeling. It have been renovated without realising it. The whole place was really done up so clean and more ambience enough for gathering as well too. We have ordered lots of nice food like Stingray, Lala, Satay, Veggies, Sotong & etc together with 3 bottle of beers for the guys & 2 cup of Sugar cane drink for our dinner tonight. After which we have headed to One Fullerton there for a relaxing cup of coffee trick by Ah Hooh as well as some of the photo taken together. After everything was really so late by the time I reached home, it was already 12+ then turned in.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:57 PM

♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007♥

*:: Got an Interesting mail today frOm my boss ::*

**Puncuality & Discipline**

Hi Team,

I were being escalated by our management on several discipline issues => firstly your punctuality is " no good" need to be improved, I want everyone to be in the office by 8.30am starting by tomorrow. For those staff who continues to be late (not on business issue) will receive a warning letter which I do not wish to happen, this warning letter will act as a de-merit point for all benefits.

Secondly no mis-use of MSN and Internet ( strictly for business usage only) because I have noticed that some of you have been over-doing it during working hours => chit-chatting with friends, watching movies, reading news, etc.

=> no long-winded personal talk (exceeding 15 mins) on the office phone and mobile phone during working hours, should you need to do it due to some emergency happenings at home, please do let me know.

=> urgent leave or time-off => please state your reason and keep me inform, company will not entertain " too personal reason".

=> smoking during working hours = No grouping and chit-chatting

Note : All the above will be assessed.

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Thank you for your co-operation.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:33 PM

♥ Saturday, June 16, 2007♥

Yipee... It Friday, finally it Friday countdown to my weekend soon after work.. In fact thought today I will have a few programmes going on after work. Initially was suppose to have dinner with Violet, Ah Hok & Takayama-san available only after 10pm then able to meet them is pretty late to eat supper instead end up cancelled due to the timing not right. another outing was suppose to be going clubbing @ St James.. I was also excited to agree them to go. However when I think of.. later be going for facial, I have totally decide to drop the ideas of going out for dinner as well as to meet Weiqiang they all up for clubbing @ St James no matter how much I may love to go but still I'm not in the right the condition to go. I'm sure to appear so ugly with the white and sticky face as well as the flat hair sticking on my face after the whole thing over. True enough after everything has over... I didn't realise my face have alot of marks till I looked myself into the mirror.. *gosh* this time is the most worst case I have see on my face.. I think it going to take more than 3 days to see it completely heal.

*:: The marks on my face::*

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:13 AM

♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007♥

Argh... How can a company tolerate the staff to be so free 5hrs out of 8hrs.?? Is this company really think that they earned too much that there no other place to use the money on and just keep employing staff in without letting them know what are their purpose of being employed? They keep on emphasing I'll have more new project on hand coming soon.. But when is the exact coming soon here?? How long will be my Honeymood period last ?? Finally, Finally have endured the sianzation to end soon as I'm looking at the time to countdown for another 40min to 6pm knock off..

Haiz.. What wrong with me today.. Seem like talk no senses or there something wrong with my communication problem.. Suddenly I have actually said such things to her.. *you think your thing really so difficult to handle and no one can handle better than you*... and it seems like this have pissed her off..In such way might lose her as well.. ?? .. yeap maybe I read back if perceive the wrong meaning will get backfired instead.. *oh no*.. sometimes I think being too free have make me go blunder in my mind.. too angry to talk with sense as well.. everything really felt so moodless.. I think I' m going to be crazy soon..

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:26 PM

♥ Wednesday, June 13, 2007♥

Recently seems like have alot of things running into my mind.. which is a very great shopping spree to get all the things done at one shot.. =p, I also dont knw why I have such evil thoughts in me keep wanting to spend money only.. So scary.. but the latter part when I have done with shopping with the bag carry home was really so shoick.. Can't imagine in just two days only.. I have spent almost going to $200 for so many things and still not enough, I have still got alot of things running in my mind which I hasn't got it yet but money have almost gone..Some of the things which I have spent on.

*::My Damage::*

*Eyeshadow from Fancl*

*out of the blue, Got a membership from Face Shop by changing all my product to one brand recommeded by my Beautician.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:59 PM

♥ Sunday, June 10, 2007♥

I'm being Enlightened

The day I felt him

I feel so alone together with him

I break down when no one was with me

After sometimes, the feeling was getting more and more stronger in me

I love this feeling that I have never ever had before till I have him

I was so happy then, I break into the loving tears for him

Why do I still have to let him go in the end

Knowing that it not fair to the life

Since was given to me, I should have let it live

I was just too selfish to take it away from me

I wasn't this noble to accept what is the upcoming

I do love him so much that anyone do

But it all too late

Everything have already gone since then

I couldn't turned back time for what it have past.

How I wished I can, but I do not have the strength

I just prayed that he will be fine and found a new life

I just hoped one day he will still come back to me

I will still be the one to be with him forever

There no way will there have anyone to seperate us again

I'm hoping the day will come soon

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:54 PM

♥ Saturday, June 2, 2007♥

As per planned today, we have make a trip down to *York Hotel* to meet up with the person in charge for the appointment made with them earlier... The main thing is to understand what are the things for their package which they have offered for the wedding dinner, the ballroom which we are going to take as well as the outlook of the Tower bridal suite / Deluxe bridal suite. So far after viewing everything with them, I find it is still up to my expectation as well. Come to discuss about the course for the menu which they have offered for their package also quite good. =)

However after we have discussd about it so much, the room was already tentively blocked by 1 couple who will also be getting marry on the same day as us..Hence we are given the priority on the big hall instead with only required to hold 25 tables instead of their min 30tables which I think was a very great service to us, but still have to wait for 1 week later for the comfirmation of the hall available to take if the couple decide to drop out the smaller hall, means no more big hall use for us. =p.. *Pray hard* - hoping to get the bigger carlton Hall instead.. =)

After everything was done, we have spent the time shopping away since in town and I know it going to be another shopping spree for me today again.. In fact nothing in my mind to buy except for a *Fancl Eyeshadow* which I aim for.. *haha* and so I did bought the eyeshadow, bought two blouse from Mystic offer @ $10 per pc only which is really good deal and last thing was another story book for myself again... *happy shopping* and ended the night around 10pm.

My damage

*::1 fancl eyeshadow::*

*::1 storybook for my leisure::*

*::2 blouse frm Mystic::*

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:24 PM

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Feeling so moody the whole day since morning time till knock off time.. Completely feeling so unwell because of the mood playing around in my mind.. Even the SAP system have also been playing with my patient as well.. =/ alot of things seem can't work smoothly either and somehow at that moments, I totally feel so helpless again. It not that there no one there to help, it just too limited people to find for help regards to my work too. =/ .

Somehow it also because something bothering me, my fone and ways of communication simply can't make me get away from it at all... That what I guess, that it made me so pissed off with a little things. Time was pretty slow and I just can't wait for the 6pm to come asap. At that time I feel the headache in me as well too.. arrgh... so terrible feeling in me!! I only think of going home and no where else. =(

Finally when I have reached home, the only I wished to do was to climb onto my big bed and sleep all the way till Ray comes and fetch me home. And so I did... *haha* by then, my headache also gone.. I am also in a better mind playing happily with my dogs.. blah blah blah.. end the night with nothing much done.!!

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:27 AM