♥ Thursday, January 24, 2008♥
It's a really very lost feeling comes with a disappointment.
Have failed to make the day happened with just only a call.
Guess it won't be a happy day for me to be alone either.
Don't worry, I am alright but just a little disappointed. Just can't continue to leave the happy grin on my face like for the past few nights.
Life goes on and get on with it.
There will have another better tomorrow to look ahead.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:36 AM
♥ Wednesday, January 23, 2008♥
Feel so lifeless since then. Everyday is only time @ work, time @ home after work, time to do all the spring cleaning for the whole week..
I am feeling so tired... The only thing I know it have been a restless week for me.. Slogging over the midnight just to rush out tons of reports & reports..! Everyday seems like changing so fast overnight, bound to have something happened towards the planning. Don't know why feel like I am not being secured in this position.. Feel is like so shaky anytime in which I can drop off from the chair. Argh.. !
Finally something to look forward to.. ~ Have took leave on Friday...Going to plan for a good & relaxing time for this day.. Other than having a very good sleep, also going to plan for a hair cut. after that just a dreamy day for me throughout. Not sure whether it will be able to carry out anot guess the percentage of having to go on leave is as low as 10%. Feel so low morale.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:56 PM
♥ Sunday, January 20, 2008♥
The most boring week for me. I guess the next few weeks I also have to stay home and do house keeping & furnishing to give my room a whole new look not just prepare for the upcoming Chinese New Year & the most main purpose also for the day I am going to marry on 16Mar2008.
Don't know why when I think of the day is coming near, I am getting stress over it. It seems like alot of things have not been done and finalise what I need to do, what he need to do & what we need to do before the actual day comes. Think of the confirming guest attendance made my head breaks.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:36 AM
♥ Thursday, January 17, 2008♥
Count down to the 2nd day of work with myself carry the lost feeling.
Early reached office with a great feeling thinking that most of the reports have done up and sent out to customers. At times, I also rec'd sweet msg telling me about the sweet dreams cheers my day. I was feeling so relaxed the whole morning doing some updates for my records before another pile of work coming in again. Happily the lunch time is here but I did not had it.. Diet course start for the 2nd day was skipping the lunch today.
Still it was a relaxing afternoon when lunch time has over, but of cos I am not doing the same things since morning... but was doing other things instead.. anyway just endless things which I can stop doing it at all. But never expect just an email, would lead to my mood changed immediately just because an alert of "Over Buffer stock" again! My heart really dropped when boss send me the email something bad comment about it from the time onward, simply have no mood to work till the rest of the day. I also can't tink of what will happen tomorrow either, I just know I have done something which I shouldnt overlooked at all.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:47 PM
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