♥ Friday, October 21, 2005♥
What A Friday.. Which I don't need to go to school.. as the lesson have already over...waiting for my another last exams paper to come.. so .. have intend to ask Yuting out for shopping... but she told me she have appointment with her friends so.. I thought it gonna be a bored day for me.. never expect that Ting will message me that she can go out with
me.. as well.. as Kate together.. it actually a last minute decision to go out with them.. I was so happy.. that I agreed to go out with them rightaway since I am available... today work also quite a relax time for me..*haha*. maybe was because I am counting down the time.. going out with them after work.. makes my day light up and work.. just hoping the time to get over soon.. finally.. 530pm.. I quickly wash up and put on make up .. then go and meet Yuting first.. As usual.. taking the bus to Suntec.. and walk around.. window shopping.. *hehe*... while waiting for Kate and her friend to come over to meet up with us... after awhile... both of us was really very hungry liao le.. but no choice.. still have to wait for the both of them to come.. so we went to "Fish & CO" there to get a seat otherwise it be a long queue again.. But luckily.. we need not wait that long and also get to settle our dinner... As the night still young.. we have plan to go "ESKI BAR" to have a drink first before going home.. and we got our VIP "WeiJie" to Join we gals for the drinks as 
well... he must be feeling very happy.. got 3 gals to go drinks with him..Then as usual.. I ordered one of my favourite Beer.. "Killkenny" cos I was feeling bloated.. so don't wanna drink all those gassy drinks. just stick back to my usual beer... cos it smooth and non gassy beer.. *hehe*.. the Bar was really so cold... and the 3 of us.. really kanna frozen and numb soon.. only one cold Blooded WeiJie.. don't seems to have any feeling for the cool aircon like icy... just sitting there so relax and kee suaning us like ...... Why we 3 are so cold and etc'.... so we have named him the COLD BLOODED.. "wow... we really have enjoyed the night very much, playing games with each other.. then eat some titbits.. chatting away and etc.. after that it gonna midnight soon.. since all of us.. were still quite sober... we all slowly took the train home.. *The Night ended*
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:41 PM
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"What kind of a man are you looking for?
"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what
he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills."
"I take care of my household without the help of any man...or
woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can
you bring to the table?"
"I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of
life."
"I am looking for someone who is striving for
perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally
yoked...believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for
disaster."
"I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because
I don't need a financial burden.
I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand
what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me
grounded."
"I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be
submissive, I must respect him. I have no problem being
submissive...he just has to be worthy. God made woman to be a
helpmate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself."
"You're asking a lot."
The replied, "I'm worth a lot."
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:00 AM
♥ Thursday, October 20, 2005♥
Times flies so fast.. Long time never blog since the day I started my 5 days of leave to go for exams.. Stress ah.. ! Why I so pitiful de.. People on leave enjoyed so much.. but me.. struggled here and there.. always have to take so much leaves for the sake of my exams.. When it gonne over..?? No more money to cover so much liao le.. *sob sob*..For the Past 2 weeks.. I didnt get to see my Dearie alot.. and I really misses him so much.. that I couldnt stand it.. no matter how.. lazy and tired I am .. I pick up my foot to carry me to his side.. I want the hug.. I miss the huggies.. from him.. feeling so cold.. when I need it.. and though I really see him for just half a day.. My heart feel so happy.. seeing him playing games.. hug by him together seeing the games he played.. then studied together for a few hours.. after that turned in..hmm.. thinking of my leave just gone like tat.. find that didn't really enjoyed alot.. but also do enjoyed a little.. cos somehow.. during this 1 week.. I am sick for the 1 week as well.. the first time having flu till 1 week then recovered.. Very long time don't have such flu like this.. at that time.. I need alot of care and doting.. which I really have .. feel so warmth and tendered.. which I can't forget this kind of feeling being received.. cos they have never leave me alone.. always there for me .. got a very surprise feeling.. which it so unexpected.. Only I know.. haha.. yeah.. I got it.. been feeling so happy when I have got it.. so enjoyable.. so pampered.. so secured.. and it just happened like this.. which made me feel.. no wondered the times always flies so fast.. ever since then.. This marks the story life begin.. which make me feel like a baby.. being protected.. don't know whether it real anot.. or all these are just the imagination I have in me.. but it really happened so real in my life... makes me so merimised in it.. I don't wish to get out of it.. and this will never end.. yeah.. when I am feeling cold.. I am being warmth.. even by the words... also have made me soft.. sometimes I am being naughty too.. but this is also part of what I am living from it... ya.. I wanna said thank you.. Without you.. Life have never been so colorful.. though it may become just a flash gone in one day.. but I know that I have ever have it before.. how long will it last.. no one have the answer for it neither wanna know what the answer for it.. I just want it this way for as long as it will have.. (@_@)
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:32 AM
♥ Wednesday, October 12, 2005♥
Haiz.. My leg feeling so painful.. Why?? don't know why out of the blue.. my leg was swollen and now walking also have to limping.. Yeah have just seen chinese Doctor on Sunday accompanied by Grandma and Feng, so nice of them to so care for me.. never hesitate to bring me to see Doctor.. *haiz*.. but it isn't a good thing of what the doctor have said.. cos he said.. it rare tat he have never seen this before.. can't be sure what is this.. and give me the kind of scary treatment I am afraid of.. the needle for accupunture.. 4 needles poked into my leg.. and I screamed.. ! you know.. ? the kind of pain and scary feeling.. just can't help to sCREAM it out and I think the whole building can hear and wondered what happened inside.. *haha*.. kanna scold by doctor somemore.. *kaoz*.. but don't know whether when will it heal again.. somemore until now.. the bump don't seems to disappear at all.. if one week later still like this.. I have to go back another time for another treatment.. scary again.. hmm.. why I am so unlucky.. ? everything bad falled on me.. just feel so tired and heavy in me to hold so much at one time..just one week ago.. something unhappy happened to me and my close friend.. and now this bad thing happened to me .. is it a retribution for treating him like this?? and somehow always so coincidence.. everytime when something happened to both of us.. Sure to have something bad happened to me.. like last time.. I quarrelled with him... end up.. I fall sick for a few days.. and now.. leg swollen liao le.. haiz.. is it a punishment ma?? Hmm.. kinda feel s0 happy and relaxed today.. don't feel like doing anything .. cos .. really now on holiday mood.. can't wait to go home only.. for now.. using all my time to relax and revise some of the notes for my exams.. heard some good news which I really never expected they will call me up again.. but what the outcome.. will be update again.. and hope for the best for myself.. After today.. will be my exams coming up in another 2 more days.. *stress*.. but NO CHOICE.. slot of the few days.. and then relax after that.. *yeah* at this time going home liao lo.. hmm....
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:32 AM
♥ Sunday, October 9, 2005♥
Early morning when I woke up.. by phonecall.. Grandma called up in the early morning 7am to asked my mummy to go malaysia with her..expected.. she will called me as well.. to go with her.. since I am at home sleeping.. she will not let me go unless she din see me la.. haha.. otherwise.. I sure have to go with her.. no matter how tired I am .. i forced myself to wake up.. wash up .. and then off we go.. to meet my grandma and aunties at the custom.. but we were late.. cos of me.. dilly dally.. hehe.. then all of them waiting for me.. *so paisei*.. somemore it was raining heavily too.. made my day even more sucks.. *haiz*.. hmm.. there something funny and making me shock.. is that.. Really cannot underestimate the understanding of an Indian.. or those color skin tone in Black.. until this thing happened.. *hehe*.. usually when we are not happy with them or something.. we will thought that they don't understand what we chinese people talk.. so.. there this guy standing so near to me.. that when I turn around.. i almost can feel that his face just beside my face.. then I really got a shock.. and told my mum in fron front of him.. saying..."Scared Me.. ! why this man so weird, standing so near to me*.. wow then.. he replied.. no need to be scare la.. he is not a bad guy*.. I was like stunned.. haha.. then so paisei.. that I quickly walked away.. hey.. don't see him black black hor.. he can even replied to my words hor.. ! * I was thinking.. Heng ah.. I never cursed him any damn word despite my bad mood that day... *phew*.. shopping with aunties was really a tiring things.. somemore those places they went .. are those regular place.. i have shopped until i got phobia liao le.. no point de lei.. lucky.. later afternoon.. Dearie came in to Malaysia alone as usual to pump petrol de la.. then he come and find me.. ve a light lunch and then bring me to coffeebean to drink coffee which he seldom do it de.. cos he said.. it expensive and not really tat nice that he will enjoy it.. but for my sake..cos he know I am so tired liao le.. hehe. .. after that getting late liao le.. I was so sad.. that he can't have dinner with me.... so after he send me to meet my family liao.. off he went.. ! haiz.. so sad.. *crying*.. well somehow I don't reall y feel it so enjoyed maybe really sian with the place liao le... but luckily.. by the time ended still nt too late.. going to be 11pm by the time I reached Singapore.. then Feng was so nice.. he came to fetch me as well.. as taking my 2 old woman home.. after that.. we went to Orchard watch movie.. "Everlasting Regret".. the rating was really so bad.. that don't even have a rate from me at all.. cos I really don't understand what is it talking about.. sian.. 1/2 of the show.. I am sleeping only.. haha.. really have wasted the $$.. to see it.. when the show finally ended.. already feel so tired.. cos the show really make me feel tired.. no choice.. can't go anywhere somemore already so late le.. so Feng sent me home after that..
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 5:07 PM
♥ Friday, October 7, 2005♥
wooo.. long time never update blog liao le.. haven't even started a day for October... so today write must also be the happy one.. no sad feeling.. So nice of Lay Boon come to my office here and pick me up for lunch at the Han's.. thou it just a short lunch hour.. but still ok la.. better than staying in the office.. hehe.. always can't wait for the lunch time, tea break time and going home time and etc.. to come.. then can really put down the work .. and relaxed a little bit here and there.. kinda wasted alot of time this way.. but no choice.. haha.. Hmm.. finally.. today is Friday liao le.. haiz.. this week.. really have a hard time working and waiting for the Friday to come.. finally today no more lesson on... and already pushed to Sunday for the revision.. so I can go out and enjoy after work.. have already planned it out to have gathering with Yuting, Kenneth, Katherine & her bf (Nic).. meeting up at Marina Square for dinner.... finally have knocked off liao le.. and off I go.. to meet up with Yuting.. and when we have reached.. it was still so early.. so both of us went to take a walk and shopping while waiting for them to arrive. Hmm.. went to shop for plush toy, finally have found one small cute little Piglet like myself de.. cos I tot of something.. *hehe*.. and home telephone as well.. by then already 7pm+ liao.. time to head for our dinner liao le.. so hungry.. then finally all have settled down.. and ordered the food.. so sumptous.. *heehe*. never expect we will spent such a long hour together.. tot..we will have to go home before midnight after the dinner.. but don't have lei.. we went to sing song.. then have met up with Angie as well.. together played and enjoyed singing till about 1am+.. but i know I was very tired liao le.. cos this night I also never sing much either.. oso don't have much voice and energetic like Kate and Ting.. can see them really enjoyed so much talking and singing.. *hehe*.. finally the night ended.. as usual Ken have to send us all safely home.
*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 6:28 PM
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