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♥ Wednesday, March 29, 2006♥

*~*~*~* Daily Update*~*~*~*

Don't know whether Should I be happy anot cos after today I be on leave for my exams till next Tues then resume work.. I find it happy cause I need not come back and face issues and work and etc for sometimes, but defintely cannot escape my work after I am back from Tuesday, sure lot of papers on my table.. "we shall see" Haiz.. What I have in mind now is.. Why people on leave go holiday happily, but me.. Everytime took long leave just to go sit for my damn exams.. "God!! each paper are getting more and more difficult for me to understand" just can't wait to end the course Coming This December and get my full Certificate to go for higher lever if want... cos I getting drained out of it..
Haiz.. Have just passed one of my paper on the 27th Mar "Business Fundamental" I really took a long day and tIme to study and memories all the keypoint!! but never did i expect I have less studied one of the point which seldom come out, yet it came out this year.. At that tIme I was totally blank liao.. Couldn't remember what the actual, just answer it . even though it wrong rather then leave it blank as this is also my 2nd attempt for this paper, so have to work extremely hard for it.. Of cos give prayed that I got a border Line will do.. no need so much ....
Gosh.....My exams just the next day.. For "Public Relation and yet.. I am still sitting down here.. cannot do any revision at all.. because I am still working, after today .. I will have to burn midnight oil for the notes, but the good thing is that paper start on the 3pm so.. still can afford to sleep till afternoon then headed for my exam..




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:19 PM



♥ Sunday, March 26, 2006♥

*~*~*~*My Blog update*~*~*~*

My gOsh!! It Already the 26th of Mar 2006.. It the most stressful I am gonna be.. Well... Don't know what have I really done for the whole month... Actually I have to use the time to study for my exams on this week... But somehow I wasn't really working hard enough to study for my exams either.... Everyday times passes so fast... Now then I really so Anxious and frantically thinking of my exams arrival...Have just taken my first exams on the 23rd Mar, (W.Processing), Hmm.. was actually my 3rd attempt of this paper.. So Shameful cos it was suppose to be the most easiest paper to go.. yet I can failed 2 times and gonna retake again.. Not only wasted my time and also have wasted alot of money paying on the equipments and exam which has cost the most expensive paper but why din I able to take it seriously and failed.. However this 3rd attempt was much more easier than the last 2 years I have and I am able to complete at least 3 assignment out of 4 assignments... which is quite good and confident to get at least a border line for me to get over it asap... I really hope so .. cos this time I really have spent the time to get this paper to pass.. but of cos i knew there are some mistakes I also have done.
It the weekend.. I can't really go enjoyed.. as I will be having another difficult exams on the 27th which is the *Business Fundamental which I am also going to retake this paper the 2nd times again.. cos this is the worst notes that teacher have gave to me last years which I find that it really not brief enough to score for the points... IT so diffcult to memories this paper, alot of keypoint which I have to learnt and remember in mind.. must be wondering why I am still here writing blog instead of using the time to revise as much as I can.. *Cos I need to take a break before I start*.. keke... However after writing the blog, I have to get back to my revision again till at night.. otherwise whole pcs of notes, I can't finished it at all.. I think I had better get back to my revises..




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:43 PM



♥ Sunday, March 19, 2006♥

*~*~*~* My weekend Update*~*~*~*

Other than have to work.... It was really a great tIme to rest and relax spenting the time in Malaysia especially the time staying in the hotel after the whole day as it always my favourite to get to stay overnight after a long day which all need not rush home after that with the tiring mind after the whole day..Have arrived in Malaysia since the morning time.. Was a damn hot weather to travel in.. but lucky it wasn't any much hassle to travel in at tat time..as most of the people should be still working ba, and guess it will be more busier and jammed after work.. when everyone getting ready to travel back to Malaysia to spend the time with their family during the weekend..Have my lunch at the Flinstone Bistro.. not too bad.. quite a cheap deal in malaysia for the western food but the portion is kinda too small which I don't really enjoy the feel too..The tIme flies very fast.. Dawn Breaks and it almost time for us to check out at 12pm to be on our way home..
Dear was so nice, always make things so easy for me, will be on his way here to meet up with me in Malaysia to bring me home together.. Have arrange to meet him at our usual place *CIty Square* and this was also where I have met Serene and Willy.. hmm.. have heard both of them ROM and applied the flat as well.. Then made me realise that it really not so easy to set a family of our own.. Not so easily done.. need so much cash, time and everything of what you have on hand... simply going to take up everything your time and MONEY.. have got alot og things to think of.. made so headache.. After the whole day, I am too tired to walk on..so have travelled out to Angie house for dinner, but never expect that the weather was so bad that it rained heavily and got the both of us to get drenched in the rain.. lucky still able to wash up when reached her house after that sit down to have a nice sumptous steamboat for dinner.. was just nice for a cold weather after a bath.. we have started the dinner early thus able to end the dinner early.. as usual we have a game of mahjong.. and maybe it was just not my day.. I have lost the game for the whole nite.. *keke* but lucky only the four of us playing so din reali lose much of the stake. After the game, it time to end the night.. and finally I am able to get home and tucked into my cold bed and sleep..
Sunday time was just a usual day for me.... Woke up in the afternoon at 1pm+ was people lunch time... I was just going to wash up and went Northpoint with dear to have my breakfast cum lunch together.. save one meal cost. +keke+ after the lunch , shopped for awhile and headed back home.. but it another bad day again.. both of us always so lazy to bring an umbrella along so it was raining so heavily, then we have to run under the rain and get home drenched again.. and caused me to have headache in the end .. playing game the whole day.. oh shit.. din really get down to revise my schoolwork for the exams.. but really have lost the concentration of doing revising today and just wasted the day away..




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:34 PM



♥ Thursday, March 16, 2006♥

*~*~*~*Ain't A gOod dAy*~*~*~*

This day was suppose to be a very happy day as I am on half day leave going for my appointment with my sister.. so when the time striked 12pm... I am laughing away while waiting for my sister to come and meet up with me.. But I din't know that by the time reached was already so late.. as the appointment time should be reach 30mins earlier.. But just because of the 15min late, I have to postpone the whole appointment to next Wednesday at the same timing. At that time I was really feeling very down for not able to meet the time.. it a very long journey there for nothing .... Since already on leave.. it also impossible to go back to office work.. *Haiz* feel like wasting the time and day away doing nothing, thinking of next week have to get another half day leave again do feel abit heartache.. Had lunch with my sister and meet up with Wheat as well.. to revise for our exams, rather than waste the whole day away doing nothing.




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:56 AM



♥ Sunday, March 12, 2006♥

*~*~*~ A farewell Night For Matsumoto-San*~*~*~*
It a Saturday time which we have planned to hold a farewell BBQ Night for our boss who have been with us for the past 1yrs, We have all meet up around evening time.. That was a nice place for gathering and BBQ.. just that no one have wanna planned for a swim together.. would be even more glad... keke.... It was so nice of Yangkeat to bring us there... otherwise I also don't know how to travel there myself..However most of them have reached except the few of us.. was getting ready to BBQ the food.. cos all of us was already so hungry like ghost, all searching for nice food to eat... but ready made was Otar, Fishball , Beehoon & Curry Vegetables.. but doesn't seem appealing to me.. as I prefer to eat the BBQ chicken, otar, stingray and etc... and most of the guys was so nice, preparing the food for us gals, and we just happily chatting among ourselves waiting to be serve.. lucky there no prawns to eat.. otherwise.. i sure don't have people to peel the shell for me.. rather skip it.. but I do miss the BBQ prawn as well... the whole night was really a great night for all of us..With all the Good foods Yangkeat have arranged, and a "TImEless Piece Of SwatCh" for Matsumoto... as a farewell gift for him....A shot of him happily receiving the gift from all of us.... Happy time flies past... it already going to past midnight by then we have reached home....




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 3:06 PM



♥ Thursday, March 9, 2006♥

*~*~*~*My Bad Week Update*~*~*~*

This week hasnt been update since then ... But yet.. whole week hasn't been a good week either..... From Monday till now ... My work have been meeting problems which have yet to clear off... Pending quotation to be reply, Production jammed no stock to produce in time.. Handling Customer line down soon... and keep off clearing outstanding bad orders.. planning even got haywired.. what Wrong with all these issue ?? I thought I have planned well and so advance for the production to be run .. and why is that still not able to run and send in time...? Received so many urgent emails, chasing calls and etc.... that I really so scare to do anything... But Cannot escape... So many outstanding issue and problems arising. Everyday Comes into the office.. really make me show a sulking little face.. I even have headache almost everyday.. They told me it a tension Headache... cos of my work, and the problems. caused me to have such terrible tension since then.. It already Thursday today .. but my problems are still the same.. It seems like never ending issues... I getting so tired of it.. Trying hard to clear out.. but things are trying to comes in ... Just blame myself why in the first place I never learn hard before I wanna handle it.. Now I really caught in between of waiting and waiting for the reply and answer which hang me in the end for taking any action. I don't feel secure now for the changes.. Feel the seat is now shaking getting further away from me... I don't feel sweet nor happy this whole week.. Stress.. My exams coming soon.. I haven't even preparing for it..




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:28 AM