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♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008♥

Drifting away..
Far apart...
Being left out...
Left you alone...
Not avoiding just not going along
slowly forgeting about calling you
Eventually cast you out of the mind
Finally ? Eh Who this??
That what you call friends when above is happening??




*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:51 PM



♥ Sunday, November 16, 2008♥

I don't know if I am actually doing the right thing anot.. I do feel so heartache & somehow kind of lost.. ??

I am not getting advise from anyone neither heeding anyone words as this isn't going to help me in anyway but the only way is to wake up from my dilemma mindstate.

Am I getting myself into mess ? or waiting for people to ask me wake up soon? it feeling hurts & at the same time I am so numb....





*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 9:56 PM