*::The wOrld where Beanie Beneath::*

♥ Friday, July 27, 2007♥

*Eeee* So sick.Mood for the Sunday making me so bored doing nothing at home. Some simple updates for my weekend. Friday after work have went for gathering together with Violet, Cerissa, Shirley, Peinee, Jo, Yuvian, Melvin, YK, HY, ES, Chin at our usual spot @ Holland Village. Eat something different for the dinner which I also not sure what is the place to call. Both Violet & I ordered something to share *Caborana & Roast Chicken.. We thought portion would be a big for one person to share, but never expect it actually a vey small little portion on such a big place. =p. lucky we have ordered one each to share instead. After the dinner, we change the place to NYDC. I just love to eat the dessert so much.. *Mochamisu deluxe* forget what the actual name called either.. sound like this ba..Hehe. Anyway it a choc cheesecake comes with choc almondnut ice-cream. Finally we have end the night around 12am.

Saturday 28Jul07.

This day Brenda housewarming have invited most of us to her house. After we have reached her house, we just spent the time viewing her flat and get together for a chat. Took some pics together and leave her house around in the evening time. After that Both Ray & I headed to Tampinese Ikea to shop for the need thing for our room decoration. After seeing around, it seems that we don't really have the idea of what to get for the room and what we really need also. Finally we only manage to get the white layer curtain, 2 sticks & the hook and of cos I manage to get another plant for myself.. *hehe* since after my plant have dropped dead, Not sure whether I have found the same type of plant to replace it anyway I think there only limited plant for me to choose from. After everything, we headed home straight as both of us were just too tired to go anywhere either.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:51 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 24, 2007♥

*Hehe*.. Suddenly have such thought in mind when I was browsing for bridal gown. I want to get a diamond ring name *Carrot* I dont have any expectation on how many *carrot* will I have as I just wan to have a *Carrot Ring*.. Where should I look out for my choices? I want and must have it before my wedding day comes. So means I still got another 8mths more to buy the *Carrot*. OMG.. I need to save so much money, on the other hand, I want to spend money on luxuries.. Well well..I have already stopped the thought of buying the *Gucci Bag* at the moment doesnt means I won't buy either.. *Depend on the situation whether it allows me to buy anot.. I think now I must put my priority on this *Carrot* first..

*Haiz* .. Need to have a good look and slowly make the choice before my big day comes so that when I wear on my big day it is still new and shiny. =p. *haha* Anyone wan to buy for me instead ?? =p To get the carrat means need to work on it.. I can't go without any job to enjoy the luxuries.. *SOB* I need to endure, endure no matter how much I don't love this job..*Aiyo* I should start to look out for my barang barang soon as well and to calculate the price to pay for those items.

♥ Diamond Ring
♥ Wedding Package <<>>
♥ Wedding Heels
♥ Wedding Lamps
♥ Photographer
♥ A new bed

** Still thinking **

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:10 PM

♥ Monday, July 23, 2007♥

Some updates about my 2 babies.. *Haiz.. Lucky was the unlucky one.. Maybe we did not really take good care of him, resulted him to have kanna the dog bugs on his body, he was feeling so terrible when seeing him keep scratching here and there, no choice to no choice, we have to bring him shaved off all the fur on his body which I know he was so unhappy since after he have been shaved. Heard from my sister that he can't get to sleep at all especially under the cold night, he was shivering with cold as there no fur on him to keep him warmth. Can see that he is actually sheding tears over his fur missing on his body. He know we actually laughed at him at the first sight. In fact he actually cant be shaved till so bald at all. But simply there no choice but to do so. Not sure how long it takes to grow fur on their body, I tink he keep looking at himself on when he can finally see his fur grow out.. *hehe*

This was the first time he have come into our room to sleep with us, and before we can play him, he already sound so asleep, even when we disturbed him, he just stayed on this condition and even his eyes also don't want to open at all. Guess he is really either very tired or already lost the mood which he have used to be last time. seeing him like this indeed make us very sad. =(

As For Bobby, lucky he more clever in keeping himself clean and manage to take care of himself well too.. Heard from mummy, he know how to recognise his way back to our house where he lives. Guess what, he actually took the lift with other passenger without realising that mummy was not with him. Hence when he reached the doorstep, the only thing he can do is wait for my mother back home to open the door for him instead..*So funny*.. I wondered will he ever thought that someone will just carry him away since there no one with him.. I doubt so cos he sure will bite him / her whoever tries to carry him.. *hehe* But still there no 100% at ease to let him come back home himself no matter how as we won't know when we will really lose him one day to anyone who is crazy.. Think it time have to bring him for a grooming soon.. His fur is simply growing more and more ugly each day.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:15 PM

♥ Saturday, July 21, 2007♥

Finally we have get our wedding dinner done with the booking and reservation. It really have been a very long and draggy matter which have drag till today then load off one matter from our mind. *yipee*. The wedding will be proceed as usual on the date without any postpone or defer.

A day to bring my mummy out for shopping as she have specially took the birthday leave off for the whole day definetely don't wish to disappoint her to have waste the time away at home. It was quite a late timing when we have meet up at Orchard but still manage to bring her buy something which she likes afterwhich we went to have our dinner at Crystal Jade which was really very long waiting for us that making all of us rather pissed off for the long waiting thus this also have caused some unhappines arguement among all of us.

Maybe it can really be so disgraceful to have make loud noise outside especially in a shopping mall and somemore in front of so many peoples who were also waiting as well. Eventually this have also make me even more and more sick of wanting to go out with them further. Especially as it is just like a family outing but I simply do not get the feeling like one, I would rather just stay away from them in future instead as I always don't feel happy at all after the whole event. Simple to say maybe all of them and even myself also don't even know how to be handle as a family internally and externally.
Facing them really make me so tired. Our communication towards one another completely breakdowns. There's no care and love among all of us. Simply is unfeeling. I just find myself why am i the only one who is stupid enough to be so emotional to them. Alot of times I find myself just give in easily even though there how much I am unwillingly, I would rather choose to endure as I won't be with them often in future like now. But it have really made me so scare and wish to get away from them soon. I am not in dilemma mind but just too tired to endure further.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:07 PM

♥ Friday, July 20, 2007♥

My unhappy things to talk about first, today was suppose to be the Birthday celebration for all the July Babies in the office but I wasn't happy and have the appreciation in my mind at all to the colleagues out there. They all gathered around the birthday cake, sang the birthday songs and after that returned back to their tables and worked again. At that time I only think of, rather don't need to gather all the people around the birthday cake and sing any birthday song at all. Anyway can just save it!.

*Yipee* I am anticipating for today arrival and finally it arrived. =p if not for the above mentioned, I guessed I will be more happier..I also don't know why I am so happy for this day. Maybe because the thought of going to get the facial done and will go St James for clubbing with the usual guys and gals, James, BK, Lida and their little galfriends. Only me.. Haiz always the alone to go out with them anyway it still this fun going to let my hair down dancing & drinking away.

By the time I reached was kind of late, but lucky they have manage to get a table even when they have also reached around 10pm..The music always not so pleasant to hear at the first start and making the mood so bored, as time getting later, the whole place was filled with even more people.. So coincidence that Stane also have joined me for the clubbing today as well, think I didn't really. company him all the way since he came, most of the time I am just busied with my friends as well as to take care one of the gal who is drunk like shit. *haiz* was really so disgraceful. Just cant imagine that she is wearing dress to club and yet will get herself drunk till being carried out..

Intend to wait for Ray to come and fetch me home at 130am, end up I dare not ask him to come and fetch me as time getting even more later when taking care of the gal till around 330am, In fact I was also amazed of myself too. I feelt that I drank alot tonight but somehow I dont feel the drunk neither the high feeling holding on to me at all. Somemore can still help them to carry the girl all the way to ourside with the fel of them too.. *hehe*. I thought I will be the one to drunk dead tonight. Hehe... Finally able to end the night around this time. Lucky I have Stane to send me all the way back to Yishun and bring me to fill up my hungry stomach before we get home...*home swwt home*.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:44 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 18, 2007♥

Feeling great in me for the rest of the week especially today.. Don't know why do I feel it like Thursday even though it is actually Wednesday. When times get more nearer to end of the month, more and more works coming to load me on. Especially with the meeting, almost everyday seems to have at least one conference call. *haiz*. I feel like myself so busy that I can't leave my desk sit at all not for even one sec *haha*..

I heard a shocking news, in fact maybe I am the last person to know it among all the close colleagues ba. One gal, the one who actually have help me to get into this co have resigned from her job. Her last day will be this end of Aug'07. However it wasn't anything concerned to me too, but because and somehow she have asked me whether I want to consider to transfer to HP as the CM support direct liasing with the people there as part of the subcon staff stationed around one of the corner.

Have asked quite a few comment about it, most was actually quite positive about it, thinking of the wider exposure and expand knowledge in this co will be more advantage for me than staying in the main office which I reckon that too. =D However though she have wanted to recommend me as the next person to transfer, but I doubt I am able to be the one to be there due to my 2 new project launching soon in Aug as well. Up to now I'm still the only person who have solely involve with all roles and task to do and no one else who can be the one to back up me except for my senior. *haiz* I think she have more than enough work on hand to handle.Guess my chances are slim base on this point.

For my personal view to add on, if really have the chance to get transfer, I will definetely prepared myself to work there with my fullest strenght of cos.*haha*. At least I will know what I am there to work, something new for me to acheive and testing myself whether able to take up the kind of stress in HP.. another reason was I found myself totally don't suit in this current working environment either, feel so unhappy and distant with the colleagues here.. the kind of luque and fun is not there at all. *haiz* Into a bad state..

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:04 PM

♥ Monday, July 16, 2007♥

A normal day at work which is another Monday blue for me as well. I always have got alot of doubts in my mind and indigestion going around in my brain. Somehow I just couldn't got hold the knowledge on how to handle the stupid SAP system which alot of people claims to be the most "User friendly" system. I simply do not reckon that at all. Maybe I am really too handicapped dealing with it. So everytime when I opened up the system, it simply making my brain go haywired, make me difficult to think hard and just want to sit there waiting for my 6pm knock off time without having to do anything. Yeap it may sound I have indeed give up on this work, on this post and even for this salary as well. The only thing I only know how to go for is everyday 6pm knock off, pack bag and go home. =D

Tmr is another working day for me, but should be quite busy cos it Tuesday, as usual I will have 10am conference call, my copp sheet report to send out to global and etc. After lunch time, it going to be another 5hr free and easy time for me till 6pm knock off. *gosh*. I am going to take my another attempt of BTT!.. Shit.. I can say I simply did not do anything to prepare for the upcoming exam at all. Yeap.. simply sit on it the whole till tmr comes and I will do my last minute homework. Alot of things I going to give up soon. =/

*Stupid BTT book I am studying now* but does it help me in a way? I need alot of sleep now. Going to end the night after this blog!

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:39 PM

♥ Sunday, July 15, 2007♥

Woke up early in the morning, have a great feeling for the day at least I have not wasted too much time sleeping away today. The first thing to do is to bring both Bobby & Lucky down for a usual stroll and released, afterwhich, give them a nice bath after a hot day. Finally I am able to get some rest after busy the whole morning before I can go for my brunch.

When I woke up in the afternoon, there wasn't much things for me to do either till dinner time then go out with my whole family for a nice dinner somewhere nearby. It always an empty Sunday without day by my side. But I am still so happy, cause I have got a Merci Chocolates to cheer my day up to have a merrier feeling in me. By the time I have ended this blog, I should be ending my nite and turn in. *Nite*..

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*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:32 PM

♥ Saturday, July 14, 2007♥

Happy Birthday to myself.

Yipee, it was my birthday today, I woke up earlier than previous weeks as I turned in the most earliest compare to the last few weeks cause I was too tired last night.. Can't imagine.. I just cant wait to get home asap, I was so sound asleep in the car till Dear reached home.. So reluctant to wake up man.. ! How I wished I can just be like a baby to be carry all the way home instead without have to walk home myself..,.*haha*

However today we did not really plan to go anywhere either, it seems there nothing much to do in my mind too.. Dear don't wish to keep me at home just because today is my birthday. Anyway I am also ok to stay home if have to. Anyhow, we still dolled up ourselves and headed to Orchard as per suggested by Dear himself to bring me for dinner @ Swensen place. I was so happy that I manage to get my favourite ice-cream for myself. *Merri Mint*..

We both have ordered quite a few course to share among ourselves, with Hawaiian Pizza, Tomato Soup, Fish & Chips & one cup of ice-creams each. Really have eaten so much that I almost can't finished the cup of ice-cream, maybe I was also having a slight headache =( which made me lose my appettie soon.

After we have footed the bill, we went for a shopping @ various shopping mall there, but I did not manage to get anything myself at all instead Dear have got himself a set of Blazar from G2000 as it was having super sales almost up to 50%. Lucky he have got himself this deal as he waited longer for this day to come.. else he will have to buy it at higher cost. I only bought a bag from Phuture London for the whole day. We then ended the night around 12am when I reached home.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 2:38 PM

♥ Friday, July 13, 2007♥

I was being surprised @ 10.30am, came a delivery man who have brought the birthday present to me. I was really surprised that it also have comes with a bouquet of flowers as well which was really a very big bouquet. *haha* going to have hard time bring the whole thing home. As well as the present which is a very cute precious moments in a crystal ball which enable to play music too.. I guess it can be quite an expensive gift. A very special Thanks to this someone who always never failed to give me this surprise on my special day. *Chuc PC*

The whole day @ work was simply too bored and moody for me somehow..In fact I wasn't having a nice and happy feeling in me either. I just wish the time to fly faster. After work, I went off immediately headed to Istana Park meet up with a few of ex-colleagues Vera, Gerald, Jac & Mark together for a dinner @ Giraffe cafe. It was a new place to us as we all have never been there before either.. Somehow there was limit food that we can eat, but manage to order some of it and shared among the 5 of us.

As usual we will have a lot to chat over the dinner.. But whatever we talked everything was so errie... Imagine we talked about ghost stories, funny stories, family stories and etc under the moonlight. Spent a few hours there and ended the dinner time around 1130pm.. Finally all of us were tired and decide end the night. Yipee.. it 12am in the night when I reached home.. Most of my friends starting to send their wishes to me before I turned in.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:18 AM

♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007♥

I was feeling quite stressed up and rather been moody for this period.. I also not sure why my mood is so down. Simply there no motivation for me to do anything at all especially towards the things for my work. I am still so lost, so empty, so headless and not sure what I am doing is correct anot.. I simply do not have any proper guide from them at all. Haiz.. Last min arrange with Cerissa for a dinner @ Holland Village "Pizza For Friends" and chill out @the Eski Bar. Ended out night around 1030pm.
Another 48hrs later it going to be my Birthday 14Jul07. It mean I'm going to age one year older. For this one year what have I accomplish so far seems to be still so fade in my mind. All this while I have been encounter sorts of problems, in terms of study, work over prospect, relationship, family, friends conflicts, and etc..... were rather a sad things for me.. Dont seem to be so happy especially in the year 2007..

Alot of things seems to be going haywired.. Maybe it because I really don't understand what are the things I want for myself.. I always just readily to accept things which I don't even know whether is good or bad for me. End up some may be ended up in good and bad way which I have to bear all the responsibilities towards the acceptance. But all these do have make me grown up to be more matured, see more things in more positive way, understand how to built the things for myself with my own hands and chance given to me.
Eg: Change of JOBplace : In order to climb another 1 step higher, I actually do fall down right from the start.. the main reason is I do not know where my actual ability lies. I always thought when wan to change job, a high salary is expected, a destination is expected and the future prospect which is waiting ahead for you. but it wrong concept. I have great friends in Pioneer, but I do not have a high payout with a prospect job. vice versa I ve got to be in executive level now with higher salary and yet I don't have a happy feeling with them. So where does the problem lies ? can anyone tell me? How to get a good job, with reasonable rate & good workers everywhere.?
Study: Up till now I still havent complete my "Higher Nitec in Business Admin CBS" since year 2004.. isn't it long?? I should have actually official graduate since year 2006 instead. but I only complete the lesson given but not the whole course. I really looked so down on myself, I appeared to be this clever and witty yet I actually just a stupid empty shell... I can't even complete this without really put in hard effort.
Family: This is always giving me so much problem being with them. At a moment I really dont feel happy staying together in 3-rm flat with 6 persons & 2 dogs. Being sibling with them is really a headache.... though in this life we should cherish the moment as we are fated to bond together but somehow the strong bond isn't there at all.

Friends that I have lost, and whom I've cherish and who cherish me. I am so glad that those who have been there for me always whenever I need, Thanks so much, and I'm just feel so great that I have found you who will always being there for me when I am happy, sad and down.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 8:36 AM

♥ Wednesday, July 11, 2007♥

My pitiful Bobby have been sick for 3 days.. due to his own greediness, he have drank the stale milk which wasn't mean to offer him at all.. End up.. resulted in vomitted for 2 days and 3 days of "LS" end up he have slim down... The whole stomach became so small and no longer this round.. as well he have totally ignored his favourite snacks even when we showed in front of him.. He just lied down there without looking at all. Lucky yesterday, he is better but the "LS still going on but of cos lesser which also not very good either... However if the condition stil persist, No choice but to bring him see doctor again ..

At least yesterday night, he have start his active self again when I reached home... he is running here and there finding attention.. but resist us when we tried to hug him... throwing his temper as well and yet still wan so much attention..He is so naughty even when sicked.. Tied him up which we never do so when end of the nite for the sake of his good and not lettng him to run anyway to dirty the whole place.. and yet, he have seek for people attention barked so loud to let him go!

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:32 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 10, 2007♥

It the most childish and silly things to do

fOlding tHe sTupId STARS.

I hate the stupid bottle that taking up my space

I don't wan to fold the stars anymore..

I simply hate the feeling just to fill up the stupid meaningless bottle.

I already dont find the meaning to knOw what the reason to fold a star.

I just wan to break the bottle and let the stars scatter around the floor..

Let the stars gone with the wind..

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 1:55 PM

♥ Monday, July 9, 2007♥

This fine day, early in the morning, I rec'd Dear message asking me, "Can I meet you for dinner tonight?" I will you go Geylang there eat Crocodile Herbal Soup. I was actually felt that kind of sweetness from him asking me and at the same time I was so happy one moment another moment was like.. Eeeee Crocodile Herbal Soup which I totally don't dare to think of it at all. It seems he likes this soup very much and so not to disappoint him. Definetely I will meet him go for dinner together but I will prefer to eat other things instead, but just too bad he have said this is their main speciality there, thus there no other type of choice which can choose, we have to go eat the Geylang Bak Kut Tei instead. One of my favourite soup to go with rice + the Prawn paste chicken. *hehe*.. Enjoyed the dinner so much.

Afterwhich, he have actually bring me go buy the present for my birthday. I can't think of anything which I like to have althought I might have the idea but I have dropped it cos it simply too expensive for him to buy it. For this I will just postpone to buy it myself. So in the end I have asked him for the perfume which I like it so much *Lancome Miracle*. Without hesitation even there actually sizzling rainsdrops, but it doesn't stop him from bringing me straight to the destination to buy it and bring me home after we have done our buying. As well I also have bought him a perfume *Hugo Boss* since he likes it so much and have run out of it.. I simply enjoyed it even just for a simple short dinner. In fact it have been quite sometimes we are out for dinner after work now.

*My 2nd bottle of perfume for my Birthday*

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 11:01 PM

♥ Saturday, July 7, 2007♥

Something for my post up on this special day of mine as well it a special day for the this 07-07-07 which will only come in another 100yrs later..have heard one of my sec school friend ROM on this date as well.. Think should have alot of people tying knots on this day too.. As mentioned as per last blog, today is our 9th mth Rom anniversary. As usual woke up in the afternoon time around 230pm hehe... since my appointment for cut hair is @ 5pm. so we can still laze around for awhile before going out at 430pm..

*haiz.. as usual even though have book the appointment @ 5pm.. I still have to wait for another 30mins for the hairdresser attend to me. Sick.. Another waiting time... After the hair cut, I was quite satisfied with the style he have cut for me.. at least it something to make me cheer up for waiting that 30mins. Afterwhich we have head straight to Suntec for our dinner instead of going to York, means another disappointment for me.. *haiz*.. We have overlooked and forget today is another NDP rehasal again.. thus this have made us have difficulties to find a car park lot at the desired place, end up we have parked @ Millienium walk which wasn't a good place to park at all.

Another time waiting is the place for dinner, it for sure, everywhere will have queues depending it long or short waiting.. After walking a few rounds, instead of eating Sizzlers, we end up eating Olio for dinner.. which Ray have not ever eat this before so it be a kind of 1st experience for him. But not for me.. I will still prefer Sizzlers as both of us have never eat this before.. *Sob Sob. Anyway the whole place was also in a very nice deco with dim lights all over the place, the ambience and the food is only that standard.. *haiz*... But still glad.. Ray actually enjoyed it more... =)

After the dinner, we finally get to catched movie *Transformer* which was reali a nice show.. It have been so long we both have watched movie in Singapore. I think the feeling is much more nicer and peaceful to watch in here rather than JB due to the obstruction given out by those inconsiderate people while the show is still going on.. Imagine the people can talk so loud on the Handphone when ask not to do so, bring their kids in and let them run around in the theatre disturbing others.. But this so far havent happened here either.. =D.. End of the show ended around going to 12am.. *hehe* have went to play our favourite arcade game in the past for a leisure since before going home..

The most tedious and sicking part is here.. Can you imagine we have actually use about 1hr+ or so to look for our car.. Yeap indeed we have a hard time looking for it as we never park it in Millienien walk till wee hours.. Just because all the excess to the location have locked inside out.. We have to use a very long way before we finally get to see the car.. I was really too drained out to flare up as well.. =/

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:55 AM

♥ Friday, July 6, 2007♥

Waited for Friday to come again, feeling great that it seems the working day so fast over after one another for the busy moments... I am getting more and more things to do after each day pass, I think more and more new project will come in soon will enable to understand hw the work flow here.. So far now for about going to 2mths, I am still a headless fly running here and there... attending conference call meeting, project and discussion aimlessly without understand what the china people are actually talking about.. but in fact most of the technical things are not done by me either ... each have our own engineer support to see through the project in every technical aspect compare to my previous co is already so much easier to work.. Ok enough of work..

NOw my leisure time...Yipee, later will be going down to have my facial done for the all the 7th akaline treatment session... which mean now I can go ahead with another type of new Oxidic treatment for another 7 new session again... *Money keep flying out but no return at all* But at least I still able to hear some good comment about my face getting more and more radiance too..thou and somehow I am getting more and more tired of the journey to and fro and somehow it really quite tedious for me to pay 50% of my salary for every week of the facial.. =(

Anticipating my outing on the 9th month Anniversary of Rom with Ray.. Don't know why I feel so happy when think about what we are going to do for tomorrow. In fact most of the time we have never really celebrate the anniversary all this while either.. due to the time doesnt match especially the date fall on the weekday which we doesn't meet up at all.... So nice that weekend happen to be 07/07/07.... isn't it a nice date after all..

Our planning for this day, first is to go and have a nice hair trim for myself, then proceed to the York Hotel for the deposit placement after several time of appointment not been able to done. Hopefully this is the last time I need to go down again and again for such tedious thing, afterwhich will find a nice ambience place for our dinner then come along will be watching the movie *Transformers* at 925pm.. This will end our night very fast too.. as all seems like sqeezing the timing into one shot. But I just can't wait for the day to come asap. ^_^

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 12:44 PM

♥ Monday, July 2, 2007♥

Just cant believe it, today is already 2nd July, My bank have simply dried up completely.. I think so pathetic that I can't withdraw anymore cash out from my expenses bank. I do not wish to touch any more of my saving at all, think really have used more than what I save and earned.. It always so easy to take out and difficult to put back in.

I also don't know what the HR is actually doing.. The only reply they gave to me was not in time to do all the adminstrative documentation to get the transaction done. Means completely havent even proceed to open the account for my cheque deposit at all. So no choice they have to issue me the cheque on this 2nd month and to think got the face to give on the date which suppose to have the money drawn. End up I have to wait until today still have not able to withdraw.

Just don't understand why those miscellaneous things like colleagues monthly birthday celebration, people resigned and those company festivals, can do it at the right time but not on this most important thing. *sick*.. I have missed the dinner on Friday which is actually quite an important event. It Farewell dinner for our GM "ST Cheng", and I missed it. somehow it the boss word who made me think since it ain't this important especially to the newcomers.

Thus this have make me felt that we are not that important whether we are there anot compared to those who have worked for more than a year. =/ so why do I bothered so much.. ?? Yeap anyway me now still have no feeling to this "Foxconn" either.. simply find no clique in this co either.

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:05 PM

♥ Sunday, July 1, 2007♥

It just a simple weekend I have spent without the life with Ray. It just me and myself with the moments.. =D I feel so relaxed and happy go lucky with the relaxing life I have.. happily bought some few stuffs to pamper myself.. The only things I do is to enjoy taking pics of myself.

*:: My 1st Bday Present::*

*::Cute Tissue Box Holder::*

*:: Little Twinstar Bookmarks::*

*~*BeaNie Diary*~*@ 10:23 PM